yun tOh har koi apni ki hui mOhabat k bare mai likhta hai yani jO ap ny kisi se ki hOti hai.. liken me likh hun uski mOhabat k bare jO mujhse kisi ne ki thi waise toh yeh alfaz yeh jazbat yeh ehsas kuch b nhi q k yeh utni khani hai jO maine smjhi jisny ki hai wo likhta tOh qayamat likhta bat hai koi 4 saal pehly ki jab usay mujhse mOhabat hui or inteha ki hui ap ya ne hisab hi nhi laga saktein waise mOhabat hui wo LafzO mai beyan toh hO hi nhi sakti agr LafzO mai hOti mujhe b unse usi waqt hO jati khair.. meri Facebook id thi wO mujhe me unhe Facebook pe hi mily thy aik group mai hua karti thi wahan yeh b hOte thy us waqt me bari laparwa chulbuli bs aisi c hi thi me group mai Post karti thi mere wahan male female friends b thy inho ne mujhe wOhi dekha or wO hOta hai naw pehli nazar wala pyar 🙊 unhy wO hOgya tha mujhse phir shuru hui Love Story zahir hai jab ap kisi kO psand karte hO tOh usay hasil karne ki kOshishO mai lag jate hO unhO ne b wOhi kia meri ek friend k hath unhO ne ek pegham bheja k unhy me achi lagati hun wo mujhe purpose karna chahtein hein mujhe toh yeh sun k gusa agya or maine fOran inkar kia or friend se kaha keh dO unhy k Mujhe un mai koi interest nhi mujhse bat karny ki b wO kOshish naw kare aisa nhi tha k tab meri zindagi mai kOi tha me smjhi thi wO b sab larkO ki tarha tharki hein 😌 bs aise hi time pass kareingy or kOi mOhabat nhi unhy mujhse q k naw unhO ne mujhe kabhi dekha naw suna mera asali nam tak tOh jante nhi Or mOhabat hOgai ? yeh sab sOchty huay maine unki ek naw sunni or reject kardia unhy wO har nhi many unhO ne meri 2 3 friend se kahi yahi bat k meri sun toh lein ek bar mujhe azma toh lein mOhabat sabit karne k liye kuch b karne kO tyar hun msgs pe msgs kiye but maine seen tak nhi kiye me aisi khudghaz larki thi 😌 then yeh silsala chalata raha unhO ne 50 bar purpose kia maine 50 bar hi unhy mana kardia 😌 or phr kuch arse mai mujhe ek larke ne purpose kardia uski ek alag khani hai liken bs 6 mahine wo b mere pechy laga or mujhe laga shyd sach mai wo mujhse mOhabat krta hai or mujhe qabol karle ga 😌 or maine han kardi open relationship dala ab yeh sub wo larka b hota hua dekh raha tha jo dewano ki tarha mujhe chahta tha mere relationship kO 1 week guzara or mera breakup hogya us larke ne mujhe chOr dia 😌 yeh bat kO chand din hi guzare k ek larke se meri dOsti hui dOsti gehri hOgai me sab batein usi se share karne lagi or mere breakup ki b batein maine usy batai me ehsas E kamtari mai jaw chuki thi or ziada khudghaz batmez or zidi hO chuki thi is mai us larke se jb dOsti hui toh jaise me kisi samandar mai dub rahi thi or usny apna agy kia or kaha me tmhare sath hun dOsti kb relationship mai badli pata hi nhi chala is bar bOht dari hui thi liken wo mujhe smjny laga me b uski bat manny lagi yeh sb manzar b wo dewana dekh raha tha 😌 or bebas tha kuch naw kar saka me nhi janti jb yeh sb hOta raha us par kia guzari mujhe aj b nhi pata wO waqt wO kehfiyt uski ya wO janata ya uska khuda 😌 me bimar b thi ek masala ek bimari b thi mujhe jO lailaj hai 😌 mujhe humesha aisa hi laga k yeh sun k mujhe koi b larka qabOl nhi kare ga apny us dOst kO maine apni sachai batai or ijazat di k jana chahte hO tOh abi chOr jaO yeh yeh masaly mere sath tum bad mai kamzOr parhy tOh tm tOh asani se chOr dO gy or tmhy or b mil jaye gi liken me yeh sab bardsht nhi kar paOn gi 😌 liken usny yeh sun k mujhe nhi chOra ir aise hOgya jaise mujhe koi masala hi nhi or relationship shuru hOgya phir aisa hua k wo chahta tha me bs apna sara tym uskO dun kahi nhi jaOn me b yahi chahti thi k wO mujhe kabhi chOr k naw jaye maine apni fb id band kardi sb friend se rabta khtm kar k chali gai or wO id use karny lagi jO usny bnai thi jis se mai sirf usi se batein kia karti thi 2 saal guzar gaye yun hi pata nhi chala mujhe laga bs yahi zindagi hai 😌 or me Lucky hun bOht bs yahi mOhabat hOti hai jO mujhe hui wO dewana mujhe yad b nhi k kabhi usny mujhe purpose b kia tha nam tak bhul gai thi unka me nhi janti yeh sb dekh k usny kaisa laga kia kuch hua wO kitne hurt hui maine tOh ek bar b unse pyar se bat nhi nafrat hO jaise aisa behavior kia bOht bura kia jo wO bs pecha chOr dein 😌 after 2 years aisa hOny laga k mujhe yeh ehsas hOny laga k shayad mere dOst ne mujhe mOhabat mai nhi balke taras kha k purpose kia tha q k ne depression mai thi me bimar thi is liye usny mujhe purpose kardia me unse dOr hOny lagi wO b jOb mai bzy rehne lagy tOh meri tanhai mujhe yeh ehsas dilany lgi k tumse kisi kO mOhabat kaise hO sakti hai har kisi kO life mai behtar ki talsh hOti hai usy b hOgi or mujh mai kia khubi hai jO wO mujh jaisi larki k sath shadi kare usy kOi b achi pyari parhi likhi mukamal larki mil sakti hai.. toh me us se dur hOny lagi sab badlne laga or Meri bimari mujh pe uski mOhabat se ziada hawi hOgai or maine alag hOny ka sOcha or me chali ai wapis apny unhi purani friend k pas wOhi par mujhe wO dewana larka phir mil gaya usny mujhe pehchan lia liken Maine nhi wO phr meri pOst pe ata raha liken mujhe yad nhi aya k yeh wO wOhi dewana ashiq hai phr kuch tym guzara or usny phir se himat ki mujhe msg kia bat ki or yad karwaya k me wO hun jO tumhe dewano ki tarha chahta tha liken tmne boht bura kia meri MOhabbat k sath mujhe tb b us par yaqeen nhi aya jab yad aya toh yahi sOcha k mujhe wapis dekh isny sOcha phr try marun mujhe kia pata tb se ab tk kitni larkiO kO purpose kar chuka hoga 🤦 ab mujhe dekh k phr shuri maine phr usay danta or ignore krdia me akeli hOgai thi sb se dOsti khatam krdi pehly jaisi rahi hi nhi meri 3 bari achi female friends thi maine bs unhi se rabta kia phr us dewany ne meri ek friend se bat ki wO janti thi usy meri frnds b 4 saal purani thi or wO dewana b 4 saal pehly b jb usne purpose kia tha meri ek frnd k pas b gaya tha ab ki bar b wO gaya or usny kaha bat karny ki kOshish ki liken maine nhi ki phir mujhe ehsas hony laga k aisa b kia mujhe ek bar uski sun leni chahiye ek bar pyar se smjha du k me nhi karti MOhabbat us se wo mat bhagy mere pechy 4 saal guzar gaye wO aj b mere pechy phr ek din usny meri frnd k zariyeh msg bhejwaya k me unki ek bar akhri bar smjh k sun lu phr beshak me bat naw karun me kahun gi toh ab dubara mere samne b nhi ayeingy bs ek bar bat karlun toh me b razi hOgai ek tarha se yeh meri unse pehli mulaqat thi jis mai mujhe unhe sunny or janny ka moqa mila mujhe janna tha k aisa kia hai k 4 saal hogye wO mujhe nhi bholy us din humari thOri bat hui tafseel se unhO ne btya k wO 4 saal se mujhe jantein hai mujhse bOht MOhabbat krtein hein aisa nhi k wO mujhse bekhabr rahy kabhi b meri har activity me kahan hun kaisi hun khush hun udas hun unhe humesha pata hota tha me relationship mai hun or bOht khush hun yeh janty thy meri any ki kOi umeed nhi thi yeh b jante huay unhy Mera intezar tha unhy lagta tha me unse zarur milu gi bat karun gi wapis aOngi or me agai me yeh sun k heran reh gai unki batein toh aisi hui jaise jadu kuch smjh hi nhi lagi us din un se batein karte huay subha k 8 baj gaye unhO ne kuch batein aisi kahi k mujhe lajawab kardia 😌 ek bat yeh k unho ne pucha k Chalo man lia tum kisi or se mOhabat karti hO liken agr khuda tumhe mere naseeb mai likh de tOh ? mtlb k agar farz karO humara naseeb jur jaye tOh tum kia karlO gi 😌 pehli bar me sOch mai par gai k me kia jawab dun me chup hogai or yeh keh dia k pata nhi 😌 or ek bat or kahi unhO ne kaha k me jO chahta hun me jO mangta hun khuda se wO mil jata hai mujhe kuch deir se hi sahi liken milta zarur hai mujhe unki bat tab smjh nhi ai or phr or batein shuru hOgai 😌 unki ek khas bat b thi 😂 unka 6th Sense bOht chalta tha kehny lagy naw yaqeen hO tOh azma lO maine kuch batein puch li 😌 unhO bilkul sahi sahi jawab de diye me toh heran reh gai 😳👈 maine kaha apka tuka lagya phr maine mazeed batein puchi or unhO ne khud b batai 🙊 95% thk batai 😂 or phr mujhe ehsas hua k maine kitna bura kia un k sath me tOh kehti hun lOg puchte hainaw aksar k kiskO apnana chahiye uskO jis se ap mOhabat karte hO ya uskO jO apse MOhabbat karta hai yaqeen maniye uskO apnana chahiye jO apkO chahta hO chahat ka ehsas bara hi khubsurat hai ♥️♥️ or aj wO mera nhi ne unka intezar karti hun bat karne k liye 😌 wO mere liye shayari b krtein hein bari pyari 🙊 wO mujhse mOhabat nhi ishq kartein hein 😌 unka ishq mere liye 4 saal mai kabhi km nhi hua 😌 or naw hOga liken ab hum mil nhi sakte ab hum ek nhi hO sakte halat or majbOriyn aisi agai 😌 bs ab dua hai khuda unhy khush rakhy beshak mere Allah ki is mai koi masliyt hi hOgi 😌 mujhe bs khushi hai k me kisi ki aisi chahat bani or waqt pe mujhe ehsas hOgya unki mOhabat b puri hOgai jab mujhe unki MOhabbat pe yaqeen agya ♥️😌 mujhe toh nhi smjh ata is pyar kO kia nam dun ♥️ #larka #tha #dewana #sa #aik #larki #pe #wO #marta #tha ♥️♥️♥️
