When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish i understand. Nt having u here with me is tearing me up inside, bt i can't stop thinking abt u no matter how hard i try. You know how i feel abt u, and i know i want, to spend the rest of my life with u, bt it's so hard to do when i can't even be next to u. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving u feels so right, bt at the same time, knowing i can't have u keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple I just want u here with me, to look into ur eyes, be held in ur arms....... then i'd truly be happy. Right now, this distance between us is out of our control, bt i'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get wht i'm wishing for. - Nikki Long Distance Love #love
