Exam: When you stay away from family for first time!
It is the start of my exams. However, This is not just my first exam away from home, it is the start of extremely difficult examination of passing this period of trial and tribulation. It takes courage, it really does to go to the examination hall without that hug from your parents. It rips the heart off to get up on that annoying alarm tune instead of the screams of mummy . It doesn't feel good to make yourself that coffee even in your exam days or maybe just I am used to having that coffee made by my mummy. It brings tears to my eyes having to eat that cold food after returning from exam, having to go to the examination hall without that special recipe of breakfast you always made: some love, some care and too many blessings. It doesn't feel good to finally be that responsible kid studying on her own, something parents always wanted. The constant voices of parents to "study now" still hit my ears . There isn't anyone to wipe out the tears I shed after having that bad paper. There is no one to smile wider than me when the paper is an achievement. There is no one to make me feel good when I just feel extra stressed.
You never understand the worth of water until the river is dry. That's what I felt today! I miss my parents. I miss my room. I miss that annoying sibling who used to changed into the sweetest person during exams. I miss home. I miss the food made my mummy. I just feel missing, like a part of me is lost somewhere in the conquest of finding something else.
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