The moment was weak, the flip side of being a human being, panic instilled drilling deep, fear taking over fever raising in degrees, a sudden black out of all the senses, help help help waking up from an hourly sleep, the moment becomes like a flashbang exploding, deep inside the brain, with concussion causing, protruding spleen, pain in the chest, it's death nearing, an autonomous bodily response to replay old bearings, that's what Panic attack makes one feel, if it happens while being awake you can be aware, but if it jolts you out of your sleep its like waking up through a mindsnare into another nightmare, I am about to die, where's my phone, lemme call home, but no one's home, blood pressure shooting up, forget fullness of how to cope, but God didn't want me to die yet, so I dialled a number of a well wisher, and that's where the miracle happened, her situation resonsted deep into my conscience, Yesterday I played I need a doctor, the conversation brought my consciousness back to life, something screaming inside, you can oh you can just go with the Rapo-matics, cmon you RAP--AA--Ghori, this isn't the first time, a sudden flashback to rewind through all the times, I brought myself out of this panic mode, not once, not twice not thrice... suddenly a thought had me remind, feels like God made me call up, because she too is a God's child, and a quote she had written came into, my hindsight, you getta know you can once you, do it....Damn I found pulling myself back together, like AN OPTIMUS PRIME..... THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE WHILE I WAS DISORIENTED, AND YOU RECIPROCATED, BY NOT DEMEANING BUT WITH AN UNDERSTANDING.. GOD BLESS YOU...FOR NOW I AM FEELING ELATED 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤜🤛☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ ©Akhil Kael ACCEPT MY GRATITUDE🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #clearsky #nojotoenglish
