I JUST THINK I WAS A BIG FOOL. I STUPIDLY BELIEVE ON YOUR WORDS, AND YOU ? your pain hurts me but in the end you creat a reason for my pain . I DONT THINK THAT EVERYTHING IS YOUR FAULT. I DONT WANT THAT YOU FEEL ME SPECIAL BUT I WANT AT LEAST DONT FEEL ME EMBARRASSED .I KNOW ITS NOT EFFECT ON YOU ANYMORE. SO NOW I AM NOT SAYING THAT GIVE ME RESPECT I JUST SAY DONT SHOW OFF . I DONT FORCE YOU TO STAY HERE . EVERYTHING IS YOUR CHOICE . IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR BEHAVIOUR IS GOOD THEN I AM REALLY SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY .ITS REALLY AWKWARD FOR ME .ITS FEEL ME LIKE I AM A STUPID WHO ALWAYS THINK THAT MAY BE THIS CONVERSATION IS DIFFERENT BUT YOU PROVE ME WRONG EVERYTIME worst day (10/11/2017) "i just want peace of mind "