I am sorry for cheating myself, for cheating with |

I am sorry for cheating myself, for cheating with you everyone. I am sorry for letting me go in the world of darkness where no one was. I am sorry for humiliating myself my dreams my friends my parents my teachers. I am sorry for not trying to grow up. I am sorry for getting lowered in my own eyes. I am sorry for abusing myself. I am sorry for not being with me when needed truly. I am sorry for being unexpressive. I am sorry...I am so sorry for creating a problem that isn't there. . I am sorry for being lazy, useless, hopeless, untidy, Careless( in fact I am sorry for being great example of every negative adjective). I am sorry for being unworthy. I am sorry for not loving myself. I am sorry coz; sometimes I say stupid things, which are not valid. I am sorry for being selfish, impatient, sometimes I am little difficult to control. I am sorry for laughing at disable people.(People who laugh at the disabled are usually bullies and cowards.)I am sorry I have bullied small kids. I am sorry for laughing sometimes when there was no joke. I am sorry because I judge people by their looks ,skin,ascents,dresses etc. coz I feel that FINE FEATHER MAKES FINE BIRD. I am sorry for being negative. I am sorry for installing negative thoughts in my companions. I am sorry for being extremely harsh with everyone. I am sorry for being very irritating, violent etc. I am sorry for not replying texts and calls of my friends. I am sorry for disrespecting their feelings .You all have genuinely loved and cared for me. I am sorry for breaking your hopes expectations. I am sorry that I have not given love and care in return to you. I am sorry for all the vulgar talks. I am sorry I have given unwanted and undeserved titles to people . I am sorry if I have hurt you when I tried to create fun. I am sorry for holding grudge of some peoples. . I am sorry for letting you all down. I am sorry for all heartbreaks. . I am sorry for being party spoiler. I am sorry coz I talk loudly with my elders. I am sorry friends I have pushed you everybody from my life because I am sad from long time. I don’t know exact reason but I just felt that I must push them away, then only I will get peace( and feeling of being lovable). I am sorry, so sorry. It was very foolish act from me. In the process my all richness was gone away with you everyone. Now I feel like poorest in the world. I am sorry for holding grudge against people. I am sorry for bossing. I am sorry coz I have shouted angrily on others. I am sorry coz I have talk behind back about so many people(list of persons .is quit long) to add spicy flavor in stories. Cowards talk behind your back, but someone with courage and who actually has respect for you (whether they like you or not) will tell you to your face. I am sorry for hurting by my words. I am sorry I have feared to talk with many of you. I’ve just stopped talking and started ignoring instead of being open and honest.i have just keep bottling my feelings inside. In short ‘If my words, my actions, my mistakes, my fault whether direct or indirect, my responses, my reaction, my behavior have hurt you, I am sorry.’

I am sorry for cheating myself, for cheating with

Mr.Looser