The story is I always saw it coming, but never dared to believe, Why am I not happy, I always knew its what you wanted to achieve ! xxx I always prayed for your happiness, And your wishes to be heard in full, Why do I now feel shattered, When what you had asked is being fulfilled ! xxx I always believed, I had a place in your heart, that no one else could take; Hearing someone in your life today, Gives me 💯 heartbreaks ! xxx I always chased you madly, to have my share in your life, Crazily looked for your whereabouts every day and night ! xxx I wondered every moment, What might be happening by your side, I have always been wishful, Of everything with you being alright ! xxx At times I behaved stupidly, but only to steal few moments from your life, The fear of losing you has given me many sleepless nights, Many times, I even cried in agony with noone to hear my plight, The tales of my heartbreaks turning silent behind the walls of those horrible nights ! xxx I miss the times when you use to share everything your heart would sound - what you feel, - what you did, & - whom you surround, I always loved that feeling of moving like your shadow all along, Mesmerized with the realisation of your presence all around ! xxx I saw the changing times in front of my gloomy eyes; Leaving me truly clueless in the burning hell for a while; All reasons became certain when you declared of moving ahead in life ! Trust me it wasn't an easy night when I learnt that soon you will be out of my sight. xxx I am HURT, I am ANGRY, I am DISTURBED not because you made your choice, You once said i was special with two others in your life, So didn't i deserve to have known it earlier than otherwise? xxx I may have behaved weird at times, Having my unimportant feelings expressed in a manner unkind ! But apart from you with whom did I behave the same, whom I have considered mine? xxx We get angry, we get possessive only for those whom we think are our own; Whom we love, whom we trust with unsaid expectations and not with anyone else just unknown ! xxx To me you are very special & always would be; Even a thought of you being with anyone makes my heart bleed; How do i make peace with my inner self, its very hard for me to conceive, The war between my heart & mind is making it even harder to overcome this emotional creed ! xxx You will move on in life and i always wish you the happiness of all kind, but I am still standing on the road where you left me all behind ! - I ALWAYS -