Kureitamashi

Kureitamashi Lives in Mumbai, Maharashtra, India

whispering death.. imagining life

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Illusions.
#14

Sometimes I get some dark thoughts.. I don't know what they are or why they are they are just there.. Urging the demons out..
Unleashing a wave of depression out...
But that wasn't the day for it.
It was a sunny day for me.. all went well and the schedule was great. I even got a hit on someone I met in the club.
Thinking about all the positive things I have in my life I just slipped dinner and threw myself on the coach.
You see the moment I close my eyes.. There was someone knock beside me..
I shouted my mom to go away as I was in no mood to eat something called tinde ki sabzi...
But the knocking didn't stop.
It went on and on.
I threw away the blanket off my face and saw that thing.
The thing? Yes it wasn't a human.
The gloom in the eyes made me to sit down and caress it.
My cat is hell lot annoying but when she wants love.. she makes that awfull face that I rarely stop myself on rubbing her...
But it wasn't the usual purr she used to do when she was with me...
She was acting strangely annoying.. not a meow.
And trust me she blabbers so much that I rarely notice.
But now as if she was in some kind of a trance.
Suddenly she looked up. Straight into my eyes.
And she spoke....
Why do you do this???... Why do you trust???.. Why do you blame yourself in situations that you have no relation whatsoever.
Her voice was like someone who has been torn from inside... Someone who is in pain..
I was ... I don't even have words to express that.
My whole body went numb.
She said she would grant me a chance to go back in the past and change myself.
Change myself from becoming the shit I am.
Win the battle the I am fighting for this year.. Erasing and rewriting my destiny.
Then I realise... Even if I change my past...
I would lose my personality... I would lose the good moments that I had.. I would lose myself that I am.

As if she read my mind...
Her eyes turned red.
Darker than blood.
Then she started whispering.... It was the only chance to live.. I lost myself to cancer at that moment. - Sufiyan Ansari
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#11
Part-1.
The way he treated her it was heavens to see them both siting and eating roasted corns together..
After all she was a special child.
Yes THE special child.
She was special in her own way. At the age of 2 doctors declared her state by explaining that even after maturity she would still have the brain of a 5 year old.
But still that didn't work the moment he saw her.
Actually he was just returning from college when he saw that his neighbours are changed. It wasn't the usual khuranas.. the door usually locked and muffled screams of Aunty shouting at her son for not doing his homework.
He got to know that they left and someone else had taken the house.
There was a cute old couple.. and then there was she.
When he first saw her it was a bit odd to see an 18 year old still keeping a doll with her wherever she went. She was a bit blonde and had those deep blue eyes. She only reached his chest. Yet she was always hopping and jumping. She was but somehow abstract in her moves. She used to stare at the line of ants crawling around for hours or would always hold her mother's hand while even sitting in the verandah. He noticed that she never talked and the only thing that came out of her mouth was some babble.
Mustering some courage he went to her house the next day.
Yes yes the usual greet your new neighbour thing but he was curious to find about that girl too.
So he knocked.
The door was opened by her mother.
After the greetings were exchanged he was so curious to know what was with that girl he instinctively greeting her by a streched hand.
But he was just replied by a stare and a half smile.
Her mother shouted from behind....
"Please, Dear shake hands!!"
She grabbed her hand so quickly that he was quick too to end the touch. Her mother noticed the unusual strangeness growing and called him to the kitchen.

Then he knew that what was wrong.
She was a special child.
He felt really sorry for her. For not getting to know people. Not having to socialize with people. Not having to learn or get close to people.
But as if she was a magnet.
Even after returning from the house he was constantly in thoughts.
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The more he stared at her the more he got so into the girl that he couldn't keep himself. Whenever he saw her he used to greet her and make some or the other remark or do something that she replies.
But she always was locked up.
She would just stare at him.
Or sometimes smile.
Oh I forget to mention that.
Her smile.
The most beautiful thing in the world that was even dearer to him and his diary was her smile.
It was magical!
As if the hands of the clock stopped.
The world stops spinning and everything just stops.
He promised himself that he would do anything... Mind you .. anything in this word to keep her smiling.
Oh how he wished that he could take her out. Go to school with her do something.
But you know what?
He sucked at his life.
He wasn't a star kid too.
He was just a nerd. All keeping everything to himself and his diary.
He wasn't social too. Even his Instagram account had only minimum people that he would connect.
Yes connect.
Connect to him was just talking.
But not with her.
When he was with her he used to connect himself to his soul.
Everything seemed so beautiful and peaceful.
He was granted the permission to speak and play with her.
Her mother noticed that he was different. Usually people who got to know her...
Her mother dreaded that.
They usually sexualized her.
A girl with no brains but great beauty was a hot thing to deal with.
That too she barely talked.
But her mother saw that he was different.
He would spend hours just to get her smile.
After all the new neighborhood was good.
It was so cute to see him dancing and swaying to funny songs just to see her smile.
And he used to even bring her ice-creams.
She loved it.
It was so much cute to see them.
She even used to not speak to her father as he abandoned her when he got to know her medical conditions.
Her father just used to bury himself in the newspaper.
But he was the only person that she talked to.
Or whatever babling is.
Maybe that what life is all about.
It maybe that maybe life isn't what is it gives you.
It is what you make out of it.
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Maa
#7
That little word is enough isn't it?
Isn't that just a word?
Or it is an emotion.
Maa...
Mom...
Mummy..
Mother....
Ammi..
Amma...
Whatever u call her, kneading dough in the kitchen her response would always calm you down.
The only perfect one we all have in our lives.
Her scent.
And remember how she pulls out licks and tees from our hairs.. The small massage she gives when we we are sleeping on her lap.
The best pillow I should say
The kajal?
Oh ha. The black mark she puts on our cheeks or foreheads that's enough for all those lurking spirits.... That buri Nazar to go away..
The dupatta?
The perfect handkerchief. Even while cleaning our nose with her latest dress.. she wouldn't even flinch.
Religious?
Oh how she prays for our well beings... And for God to give her husband and her children the greatest happiness, wealth, and prosperity.
Cooking?
The smell is enough to drag our butts to the kitchen wondering if it's rajma chawal or plain dal today.

But you know what? There are sometimes when someone doesn't get when you want.

Oh my god. I forgot to mention you.
I am an orphan.
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DEPRESSION..
SADNESS...
PAIN...
ANGUISH...
GUILT...
FEAR...
ANGER...
FRUSTRATION....
HATRED.... Yes all of it is inside him.. still he smiles.
You know why?
Cause it is better to smile than to explain....
It's better to smile rather than tell people.....
It's better than those fake tears...
Or the secret happiness the get when you suffer...
Yes He knows that too.
That there are some people in this world.. that we can pour our heart out to them...
Our families... Our friends.. Or even your love
But why?
Why to burden out your depression to them?
Things doesn't go like that.. And you know what?

Depression taught him to think the best..
Sadness taught him the value of happiness..
Guilt taught him the heaviness of his choices...
Pain taught him to be stronger...
Fear taught him to overcome his limits...
Anger taught him that if he unleashes it, it would take away his loved ones....
Frustration taught him the value of calmness...
Hatred taught him how to love better... So?
He smiles.
©kureitamashi
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Ouija board
#12
"Not that again!!!"
"Oh please it works.."
" It's just a piece of crap.. it's nothing"
"Then.. why don't we all give it a try?"
My sister was always into these stuffs. I don't know why but she was always into the illuminati... The free masons.. the dark spirits and whatnot.
I am hardly a religious person, I actually don't believe in such things.. So what's wrong in giving it a try?
Right?
Well that was the biggest mistake I ever made.
The thing she brought was some sort of spirit board. It had some alphabets and a yes and no sign with the crucifix and a small bone head logo.
I don't know but I was getting a bad vibe from it... May be it was my intuition or..
Maybe not.
After all it was brought from Amazon.. and I don't believe in these stuffs right?
And if I declined maybe I would be called a chicken and that too in front of her friends..
That would be a great week.
So I joined in.
My sister told me we would all wear black as it symbolises the spirit. There in my room she drew a Pentagon and a circle and started lightning candles. These candles were then placed at the star points while we four sat in the middle with some incense sticks burning around us.
Then she turned off the lights.
" Why the hell does it happens in my room? And that too in the dark??? "
I groaned from inside.
"You see", she started "we have to think about Elizabeth.. you remember? She was my senior?"
" How could I even forget that cute little face!! With that gorgeous body?" I told myself.
" Yeah I do."
"Then close your eyes put all your hand all of you.. yes bro you too.. and think about her" she replied earnestly..
And a warning... Don't put your hand away without saying goodbye.
She started whispering..
" Is Elizabeth James with us.. can you hear me .. please respond.."
She whispered again..
And again.
Then my hands moved with the dial... I was actually startled by I jolted by saying "what is this a joke!!!"
And I saw something....
There was just two hands on the dial.
Mine and Elizabeth's. - Kurei tamashi.
"Readers beware.. you chose a scare"
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