Aafia Tamkenat

Aafia Tamkenat

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"I cant get my eyes off the nothingness I stare at. I'm sorry if I end up staring at you though for my brain cells and I are in a huge combat. Honestly, I haven't been in my senses for a while now. Carrying a burden of never ending thoughts that wish to find a shelter they can rest in, when my heart floods and I dont get to choose the person I allow. Maybe that compensates to why people plough Ploughing into one another with the burden of thoughts, And precisely just the burden, comparing the weight each carries And heaviest are the ones that fall in love and realize she isnt gonna be the one he marries A sense of belonging, a feeling of being loved, An urge to get addressed as your only beloved That in where my heart finds complete solace The one where I get you in just an embrace You are someone I can never replace Atleast that is what my heart at this point says My heart longs for you For all the love and affection that is due Ofcourse, being ignored, disappointed and used isnt something new But whats wrong in expecting something I deserve from nobody else but my beau I surely blame myself for all the chaos I grew I cant help but feel betrayed for something I already knew. I dream of a day wherein you see everything from my point of view I no doubt am crazily in love with you AAFIA"

I cant get my eyes off the nothingness I stare at. I'm sorry if I end up staring at you though for my brain cells and I are in a huge combat. 
Honestly, I haven't been in my senses for a while now. 
Carrying a burden of never ending
thoughts that wish to find a shelter they can rest in, when my heart floods and I dont get to choose the person I allow. 
Maybe that compensates to why people plough
Ploughing into one another with the burden of thoughts, 
And precisely just the burden,
comparing the weight each carries 
And heaviest are the ones that fall in love and realize she isnt gonna be the one he marries
A sense of belonging, a feeling of being loved, 
An urge to get addressed as your only beloved
That in where my heart finds complete solace
The one where I get you in just an embrace
You are someone I can never replace 
Atleast that is what my heart at this point says
My heart longs for you 
For all the love and affection that is due 
Ofcourse, being ignored, disappointed and used isnt something new
But whats wrong in expecting something I deserve from nobody else but my beau 
I surely blame myself for all the chaos I grew
I cant help but feel betrayed for something I already knew. 
I dream of a day wherein you see everything from my point of view 
I no doubt am crazily in love with you
AAFIA

 

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"Not everyone you miss are the one's you love and not everyone you love are the one's you miss. Sometimes, its the stranger you've met in a market and shared a few minutes with, is who you miss. Maybe its the old lady who unintentionally seeked your attention with her kindness is who you miss. Maybe its that person who made you smile after a long bad day is who you miss. Maybe its that passenger who hugged and consoled you as soon as he sensed your sadness is who you miss. Maybe its the passerby who helped you realize your worth is who you miss. Or maybe, its the one who helped you realize your mistakes is who you miss. Maybe, its the teacher who treats you well and smiles at you no matter what your grades are, is who you miss. Or maybe, sometimes its just the smiles and feelings that you miss. The person behind it doesnt really matter as long as whatever they do, provides you the comfort you crave. Sometimes, its the closed ones you feel suffocated with, and sometimes, its the stranger you find the missing pieces of peace in. Cause not everyone you miss are the ones you love and not everyone you love are the ones you miss. AAFIA TAMKENAT"

Not everyone you miss are the one's you love and not everyone you love are the one's you miss. Sometimes, its the stranger you've met in a market and shared a few minutes with, is who you miss. Maybe its the old lady who unintentionally seeked your attention with her kindness is who you miss. Maybe its that person who made you smile after a long bad day is who you miss. 
Maybe its that passenger who hugged and consoled you as soon as he sensed your sadness is who you miss. 
Maybe its the passerby who helped you realize your worth is who you miss. Or maybe, its the one who helped you realize your mistakes is who you miss. Maybe, its the teacher who treats you well and smiles at you no matter what your grades are, is who you miss. Or maybe, sometimes its just the smiles and feelings that you miss. The person behind it doesnt really matter as long as whatever they do, provides you the comfort you crave. 
Sometimes, its the closed ones you feel suffocated with, 
and sometimes, its the stranger you find the missing pieces of peace in. 
Cause not everyone you miss are the ones you love 
 and not everyone you love are the ones you miss.
AAFIA TAMKENAT

 

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