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Soulmate
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Bijaya Ghosh

Radha was delirious. Leaving her in the bedroom, Mad came to the drawing room. The journey was short. But it had exhausted him. Reclining on the couch, he tried to shut his eyes though he knew sleeping was impossible. Alcohol had gone to Radha’s head. She was babbling. Mad couldn’t make out most of it. But hazily he could understand that Satya – her husband was not a regular guy. He maintained number of houses at different locations. He treated Radha as a costly artifact. She spent her days alone, tending flower pots. Like the dried petals of a protected rose, her youth had dried off in eternal wait… etc etc.
A string of contradictory thoughts had entered Mad’s mind. Part of him wanted to leave the house immediately, while Radha was still unconscious. But other half was curious. It was wandering. It was curious about man of the house. To own a spacious flat in the posh area of salt lake, would take many years of hard labor. What if he played the role of a visitor bee in the unconscious lady’s life? Wasn’t it a godsend opportunity; to have a paramour like Radha and enjoy the amenities free of cost.”

It was Mad’s first time at O2. Sanyukta – his glamorous classmate San--had dared him to meet her there. Madhusudan Dakua or Mad, though qualified for Electronics Engineering, did not have the intelligence to call that bluff. Armed with the stipend for entire month, he had waited the gate of O2 for one full hour. San was not there. It took one full
It took him one full hour to realize that it was one more practical joke played by his class-mates to test his IQ level. Though Mad had a JEE ranking of 40, there is a rumor the class. “Evaluators knew the paper belonged to a scheduled caste student.”
Mad was not aware that his peculiar IQ has ditched him once again. Radha wasn’t fully unconscious. She was at a crossroad---crisscrossing the border of consciousness and oblivion. At the border of a faithful traditional wife and a morally loose devil -may- care woman. How many pegs she had ordered? Two, three, ten? She was trying to recollect. Without recollecting, she couldn’t build a strategy. But hard as she tried, only patches of the evening came to her mind.
The mad urge of taking on Satya had brought her out of the house. Satya had termed her a dead beauty! He said, he needed the assistance of smart women—not a museum piece from the Eighteenth century. Yes, he called her an ancient museum piece—beautiful but dead!
That was the breaking point. Radha wanted to be anything but dead! The comment had unleashed an insane energy in her. In the evening she had taken a taxi and started for the pilgrimage of smartness— to one of the latest addition in the of map Bengali promiscuity – the O2 Disco -at the outskirts of Kolkata.
But at the gate of O2, her enthusiasm had evaporated. In the world of jeans clad westernized Bengali women, she felt like a total stranger.

“Who is with you with Ma’am”—the doorman asked.
“I am alone.”
“Ma’am you need a partner to enter this bar. It’s a rule.” There was a bit of uneasiness in the gateman’s voice.
The red streak at the parting of Radha’s hair, the full –backed old- fashioned blouse and the traditional handloom sari, all made her conspicuous amidst of scantily dressed high –voltage females who cat-walked in and out of the club in their sharp stilettos . She had started retracing her steps.
“Ma’am”
Radha looked back. It was gateman.
“Ma’am the man over there has also come alone. You two can enter together.”
As if on cue, the Youngman on the opposite side had crossed over.
Sharing a table with a complete stranger was not exactly something Radha was looking forward to. So she made an attempt in conversation.

“I am Radha – Mrs. Sreeradha Mukherjee. You?”
“I am Mad- Madhusudan- -second year Engineering .” His voice was not steady when he uttered his name
“You, a student?”
“Yes Ma’am”
“Shouldn’t you be with friends?”
“I don’t have friends.” Mad answered with a sense of finality.

The disco light of O2 had created a dazzling darkness. People were dancing. Satya--her hubby, had a knack for dancing. Out of shape though, he was the first one to hit the floor at every conceivable opportunity.
The room was reeking of liquor. The waiter had left drinks on their table too. The conversation could not proceed much further. Suddenly, leaving Mad at the table, Radha entered the dancing crowd.
Things had became hazier after that. What had happened then? “Did somebody pour Beer on her blouse? Yes. Someone tried to hug her too. Instinctively Radha had slapped them. Suddenly she was the centre of attention. Suddenly there was a big chaos. Radha was trapped in that crowd.
Like the eternal rescuer Madusudan-Mad had freed her from the crowd. But she had already lost control. She was vigorously shaking.
As if to cool her excited nerves, waiter had filled her glass again. Radha had drank it at one go.

“Maam, you must stop now.”
“You go! I am not going --.”

“Maam –they may call the police. Your husband will come to know—there will be a big scandal! He pleaded helplessly.”
“Wh-o car—e—s?”
“I do. I am still a student. I entered with you. I may be rusticated, just for coming here.”

Reluctantly Radha kept a 1000 rupee note on the table and got up. But as she tried walking, lost her balance and fell on Mad.
Then there is a faint memory of entering a taxi and landing at her husband’s house. Taking keys from her purse Mad had opened the door. Nobody was at home. On the way, Radha had vomited. The cab driver asked for the damages too. Mad’s expensive shirt was spoiled. But he didn’t mind. In the bathroom, he washed it and kept for drying. The whole night was a nightmare. The sequence of events flashed before him eye like a movie script.

Putting Radha to sleep, Mad was sitting in drawing room and there he fell asleep. The sound of the clock got him out of his dream world. The clock struck five. Soon there would be light. With uncertain steps, he got up. He had to go—but he couldn’t leave keeping the front door open.


The bedroom door was wide open. Radha was sitting on the bed.
“Ma’am—I am going.”
“Why?”

“Why? “Why?” The question knocked Mad off. “At O2, we just met few hours back—you don’t even know me.” He babbled awkwardly.

“But you brought me home. Babysat me for the whole night. “
“You were not well. I couldn’t leave a sick person alone.”
“Then don’t go,” – losing all sense Radha cried out like a pampered kid.
“Ma’am- I can’t.”
“If you leave I will be dead. I want to live.”
“Ma’am – you are still not well. May be you should call a relative.”
“No. Please don’t walk out of my life. Last night, I have done lots of stupid things. But after a long time, I felt alive. Otherwise I was just a dead body- may be not ugly but dead. You are the only one who has treated me as a living human.”
“Ma’am please, please understand- I am a stranger.”.
“You are the only one who gave me a sense of belonging. Can’t you be my friend? I don’t have anybody to talk to.”
Something broke within Madhusudan. Suddenly the veil of anonymity was lifted. Radha was no longer an elderly housewife- but a lonely soul looking for recognition—pleading for acceptance just the way he did with his smart intellectual friends.
Age, status and social barriers were forgotten. Protective instinct rose within him. Lowering his head, he kissed Radha on her forehead and said next Sunday I will wait for you at the gate.

O2 is not the type of meeting places, that college students can afford. One has to buy at least a couple pegs to get entry over there. But it is one of the places where people don’t judge each other. Two lonely souls can meet here quite often, to breathe in fresh oxygen from one another. Here, Mad and Radha drank to each other’s pain and recharged their moribund spirit with the oxygen of life.


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"Mai, ek abhagi nari, janam se martyu tak, jab tak saanse rhi, mai khamosh rhi, mai,ek abhagi nari. mera sosad hua, mai chupchap rhi, mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge, mai khamosh rhi, mai har jagah apmanit hui, mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage, galat mai ni thi, phr bi mai khamosh rhi, mai, ek abhagi nari, mera jab janam hua, mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya, kisi ne mujhe garbh me to kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya, ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi, mai, ek abhagi nari. phr mera janam hua , abi bi meri muskile kam na hui , ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha, mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne, sbpr pabandiyan thi, jinda to thi pr mai muk thi, mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya, mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi, phr bi mai khamosh rhi, mai abhagi nari, smaj ke tano ko sunkr, khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi, mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi, meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr, mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di, phr bi mai khamosh thi, mai, ek abhagi nari. mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi, pr mai phr bi maa bani, meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi, jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho, ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi, maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di, nyi disha di, nari ko samman r unka haq diya, vqt badal gya , pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h, nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h, kbtk sahegi nari , kb tk khamosh rhegi, mai, ek abhagi nari."

Mai, ek abhagi nari,
janam se martyu tak,
jab tak saanse rhi,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai,ek abhagi nari.
mera sosad hua,
mai chupchap rhi,
mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai har jagah apmanit hui,
mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage,
galat mai ni thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari,
mera jab janam hua,
mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya,
kisi ne mujhe garbh me to
kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya,
ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
phr mera janam hua ,
abi bi meri muskile kam na hui ,
ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha,
mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne, 
sbpr pabandiyan thi,
jinda to thi pr mai muk thi,
mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya,
mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai abhagi nari,
smaj ke tano ko sunkr,
khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi,
mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi,
meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr,
mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di,
phr bi mai khamosh thi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi,
pr mai phr bi maa bani,
meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi,
jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho,
ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi,
maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di,
nyi disha di,
nari ko samman r unka haq diya,
vqt badal gya ,
pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h,
nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h,
kbtk sahegi nari ,
kb tk khamosh rhegi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.

#mai ek abhagi nari,

Mai, ek abhagi nari,
janam se martyu tak,
jab tak saanse rhi,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai,ek abhagi nari.
mera sosad hua,
mai chupchap rhi,
mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai har jagah apmanit hui,
mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage,
galat mai ni thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari,
mera jab janam hua,
mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya,
kisi ne mujhe garbh me to
kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya,
ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
phr mera janam hua ,
abi bi meri muskile kam na hui ,
ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha,
mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne,
sbpr pabandiyan thi,
jinda to thi pr mai muk thi,
mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya,
mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai abhagi nari,
smaj ke tano ko sunkr,
khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi,
mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi,
meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr,
mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di,
phr bi mai khamosh thi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi,
pr mai phr bi maa bani,
meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi,
jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho,
ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi,
maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di,
nyi disha di,
nari ko samman r unka haq diya,
vqt badal gya ,
pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h,
nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h,
kbtk sahegi nari ,
kb tk khamosh rhegi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.

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"Radha-Krishna....jo byaan krte h schi prem khani Pr kanha ki toh meera jesi bhut ldkiyan h deewani Yeh sb jaan kr radha ki aankhon se nikl aata h paani Krishna smjhaye radha ko mt kro tum yeh naadani Radha khe...prem kiya hmne lekin vivah apka rukmani se hua Jb hmne scha pyar kiya toh jiwan hmara kuun ek nhi hua Kanha ne bhut pyaar se smjhaya... Or kanha ki baat sunkr radha ka mn bhi harshaya Kanha bole....yeh toh shareer hmare alg h priye Lekin ruh toh ek hi h na....radha me kanha...kanha me radha h....toh fir kase hm alg hue "

Radha-Krishna....jo byaan krte h schi prem khani Pr kanha ki toh meera jesi bhut ldkiyan h deewani
Yeh sb jaan kr radha ki aankhon se nikl aata h paani
Krishna smjhaye radha ko mt kro tum yeh naadani
Radha khe...prem kiya hmne lekin vivah apka rukmani se hua
Jb hmne scha pyar kiya toh jiwan hmara kuun ek nhi hua
Kanha ne bhut pyaar se smjhaya...
Or kanha ki baat sunkr radha ka mn bhi harshaya
Kanha bole....yeh toh shareer hmare alg h priye
Lekin ruh toh ek hi h na....radha me kanha...kanha me radha h....toh fir kase hm alg hue

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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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"mere kuch janne wale mujhe jhasi ki rani kahte hai... to suno.... ! agar apne haq ke liye ladna jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar 1 thappd ke badle 4 wapas lga dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar raste ke comments ko ignore na karke uska muhtod jawab de dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani.... agar dahej ke khilaf aawaj uthana jhasi ki rani bnna hota hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar apni marzi se zindagi jine ko jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani.... han suno... hun mai jhasi ki rani...."

mere kuch janne wale mujhe jhasi ki rani kahte hai... to suno.... !
 agar apne haq ke liye ladna jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... 
agar 1 thappd ke badle 4 wapas lga dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani...
agar raste ke comments ko ignore na karke uska muhtod jawab de dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani....
agar dahej ke khilaf aawaj uthana jhasi ki rani bnna hota hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani...
agar apni marzi se zindagi jine ko jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani....
han suno... hun mai jhasi ki rani....

Mai...jhasi ki Rani😍

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Soulmate
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Bijaya Ghosh

Radha was delirious. Leaving her in the bedroom, Mad came to the drawing room. The journey was short. But it had exhausted him. Reclining on the couch, he tried to shut his eyes though he knew sleeping was impossible. Alcohol had gone to Radha’s head. She was babbling. Mad couldn’t make out most of it. But hazily he could understand that Satya – her husband was not a regular guy. He maintained number of houses at different locations. He treated Radha as a costly artifact. She spent her days alone, tending flower pots. Like the dried petals of a protected rose, her youth had dried off in eternal wait… etc etc.
A string of contradictory thoughts had entered Mad’s mind. Part of him wanted to leave the house immediately, while Radha was still unconscious. But other half was curious. It was wandering. It was curious about man of the house. To own a spacious flat in the posh area of salt lake, would take many years of hard labor. What if he played the role of a visitor bee in the unconscious lady’s life? Wasn’t it a godsend opportunity; to have a paramour like Radha and enjoy the amenities free of cost.”

It was Mad’s first time at O2. Sanyukta – his glamorous classmate San--had dared him to meet her there. Madhusudan Dakua or Mad, though qualified for Electronics Engineering, did not have the intelligence to call that bluff. Armed with the stipend for entire month, he had waited the gate of O2 for one full hour. San was not there. It took one full
It took him one full hour to realize that it was one more practical joke played by his class-mates to test his IQ level. Though Mad had a JEE ranking of 40, there is a rumor the class. “Evaluators knew the paper belonged to a scheduled caste student.”
Mad was not aware that his peculiar IQ has ditched him once again. Radha wasn’t fully unconscious. She was at a crossroad---crisscrossing the border of consciousness and oblivion. At the border of a faithful traditional wife and a morally loose devil -may- care woman. How many pegs she had ordered? Two, three, ten? She was trying to recollect. Without recollecting, she couldn’t build a strategy. But hard as she tried, only patches of the evening came to her mind.
The mad urge of taking on Satya had brought her out of the house. Satya had termed her a dead beauty! He said, he needed the assistance of smart women—not a museum piece from the Eighteenth century. Yes, he called her an ancient museum piece—beautiful but dead!
That was the breaking point. Radha wanted to be anything but dead! The comment had unleashed an insane energy in her. In the evening she had taken a taxi and started for the pilgrimage of smartness— to one of the latest addition in the of map Bengali promiscuity – the O2 Disco -at the outskirts of Kolkata.
But at the gate of O2, her enthusiasm had evaporated. In the world of jeans clad westernized Bengali women, she felt like a total stranger.

“Who is with you with Ma’am”—the doorman asked.
“I am alone.”
“Ma’am you need a partner to enter this bar. It’s a rule.” There was a bit of uneasiness in the gateman’s voice.
The red streak at the parting of Radha’s hair, the full –backed old- fashioned blouse and the traditional handloom sari, all made her conspicuous amidst of scantily dressed high –voltage females who cat-walked in and out of the club in their sharp stilettos . She had started retracing her steps.
“Ma’am”
Radha looked back. It was gateman.
“Ma’am the man over there has also come alone. You two can enter together.”
As if on cue, the Youngman on the opposite side had crossed over.
Sharing a table with a complete stranger was not exactly something Radha was looking forward to. So she made an attempt in conversation.

“I am Radha – Mrs. Sreeradha Mukherjee. You?”
“I am Mad- Madhusudan- -second year Engineering .” His voice was not steady when he uttered his name
“You, a student?”
“Yes Ma’am”
“Shouldn’t you be with friends?”
“I don’t have friends.” Mad answered with a sense of finality.

The disco light of O2 had created a dazzling darkness. People were dancing. Satya--her hubby, had a knack for dancing. Out of shape though, he was the first one to hit the floor at every conceivable opportunity.
The room was reeking of liquor. The waiter had left drinks on their table too. The conversation could not proceed much further. Suddenly, leaving Mad at the table, Radha entered the dancing crowd.
Things had became hazier after that. What had happened then? “Did somebody pour Beer on her blouse? Yes. Someone tried to hug her too. Instinctively Radha had slapped them. Suddenly she was the centre of attention. Suddenly there was a big chaos. Radha was trapped in that crowd.
Like the eternal rescuer Madusudan-Mad had freed her from the crowd. But she had already lost control. She was vigorously shaking.
As if to cool her excited nerves, waiter had filled her glass again. Radha had drank it at one go.

“Maam, you must stop now.”
“You go! I am not going --.”

“Maam –they may call the police. Your husband will come to know—there will be a big scandal! He pleaded helplessly.”
“Wh-o car—e—s?”
“I do. I am still a student. I entered with you. I may be rusticated, just for coming here.”

Reluctantly Radha kept a 1000 rupee note on the table and got up. But as she tried walking, lost her balance and fell on Mad.
Then there is a faint memory of entering a taxi and landing at her husband’s house. Taking keys from her purse Mad had opened the door. Nobody was at home. On the way, Radha had vomited. The cab driver asked for the damages too. Mad’s expensive shirt was spoiled. But he didn’t mind. In the bathroom, he washed it and kept for drying. The whole night was a nightmare. The sequence of events flashed before him eye like a movie script.

Putting Radha to sleep, Mad was sitting in drawing room and there he fell asleep. The sound of the clock got him out of his dream world. The clock struck five. Soon there would be light. With uncertain steps, he got up. He had to go—but he couldn’t leave keeping the front door open.


The bedroom door was wide open. Radha was sitting on the bed.
“Ma’am—I am going.”
“Why?”

“Why? “Why?” The question knocked Mad off. “At O2, we just met few hours back—you don’t even know me.” He babbled awkwardly.

“But you brought me home. Babysat me for the whole night. “
“You were not well. I couldn’t leave a sick person alone.”
“Then don’t go,” – losing all sense Radha cried out like a pampered kid.
“Ma’am- I can’t.”
“If you leave I will be dead. I want to live.”
“Ma’am – you are still not well. May be you should call a relative.”
“No. Please don’t walk out of my life. Last night, I have done lots of stupid things. But after a long time, I felt alive. Otherwise I was just a dead body- may be not ugly but dead. You are the only one who has treated me as a living human.”
“Ma’am please, please understand- I am a stranger.”.
“You are the only one who gave me a sense of belonging. Can’t you be my friend? I don’t have anybody to talk to.”
Something broke within Madhusudan. Suddenly the veil of anonymity was lifted. Radha was no longer an elderly housewife- but a lonely soul looking for recognition—pleading for acceptance just the way he did with his smart intellectual friends.
Age, status and social barriers were forgotten. Protective instinct rose within him. Lowering his head, he kissed Radha on her forehead and said next Sunday I will wait for you at the gate.

O2 is not the type of meeting places, that college students can afford. One has to buy at least a couple pegs to get entry over there. But it is one of the places where people don’t judge each other. Two lonely souls can meet here quite often, to breathe in fresh oxygen from one another. Here, Mad and Radha drank to each other’s pain and recharged their moribund spirit with the oxygen of life.


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"Mai, ek abhagi nari, janam se martyu tak, jab tak saanse rhi, mai khamosh rhi, mai,ek abhagi nari. mera sosad hua, mai chupchap rhi, mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge, mai khamosh rhi, mai har jagah apmanit hui, mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage, galat mai ni thi, phr bi mai khamosh rhi, mai, ek abhagi nari, mera jab janam hua, mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya, kisi ne mujhe garbh me to kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya, ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi, mai, ek abhagi nari. phr mera janam hua , abi bi meri muskile kam na hui , ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha, mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne, sbpr pabandiyan thi, jinda to thi pr mai muk thi, mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya, mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi, phr bi mai khamosh rhi, mai abhagi nari, smaj ke tano ko sunkr, khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi, mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi, meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr, mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di, phr bi mai khamosh thi, mai, ek abhagi nari. mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi, pr mai phr bi maa bani, meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi, jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho, ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi, maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di, nyi disha di, nari ko samman r unka haq diya, vqt badal gya , pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h, nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h, kbtk sahegi nari , kb tk khamosh rhegi, mai, ek abhagi nari."

Mai, ek abhagi nari,
janam se martyu tak,
jab tak saanse rhi,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai,ek abhagi nari.
mera sosad hua,
mai chupchap rhi,
mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai har jagah apmanit hui,
mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage,
galat mai ni thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari,
mera jab janam hua,
mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya,
kisi ne mujhe garbh me to
kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya,
ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
phr mera janam hua ,
abi bi meri muskile kam na hui ,
ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha,
mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne, 
sbpr pabandiyan thi,
jinda to thi pr mai muk thi,
mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya,
mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai abhagi nari,
smaj ke tano ko sunkr,
khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi,
mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi,
meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr,
mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di,
phr bi mai khamosh thi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi,
pr mai phr bi maa bani,
meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi,
jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho,
ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi,
maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di,
nyi disha di,
nari ko samman r unka haq diya,
vqt badal gya ,
pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h,
nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h,
kbtk sahegi nari ,
kb tk khamosh rhegi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.

#mai ek abhagi nari,

Mai, ek abhagi nari,
janam se martyu tak,
jab tak saanse rhi,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai,ek abhagi nari.
mera sosad hua,
mai chupchap rhi,
mujhpr logo ke lalanchhan lge,
mai khamosh rhi,
mai har jagah apmanit hui,
mere daman pr samaj ke gande daag lage,
galat mai ni thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari,
mera jab janam hua,
mere apno ne mera tiraskar kiya,
kisi ne mujhe garbh me to
kisi ne janam ke bad dudh me duba kr maut ke ghat utar diya,
ye sb dekh mai khamosh rhi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
phr mera janam hua ,
abi bi meri muskile kam na hui ,
ab mujhe iss jamane se ladna tha,
mere, hasne, rone, khelne, padhne,
sbpr pabandiyan thi,
jinda to thi pr mai muk thi,
mujhe kpdo se dhak kr rkha gya,
mere psnd ke kpdo ko pahenne pr bi rok thi,
phr bi mai khamosh rhi,
mai abhagi nari,
smaj ke tano ko sunkr,
khud ko maboot kr sahas kr mai chlti rhi,
mujhe khud ki pasnd ke var ko chunne me bi aapti thi,
meri umr se do guna umr ke ladke se meri shadi kr,
mujhe umr bhar Janam lene ki saja di,
phr bi mai khamosh thi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.
mai saririk roop se sawasth na thi,
pr mai phr bi maa bani,
meri goad me ek nanhi pari thi,
jo mere sth hua uske sath na ho,
ye soch ab mai khamosh ni thi,
maine jamane ko ek nyi soch di,
nyi disha di,
nari ko samman r unka haq diya,
vqt badal gya ,
pr sangharsh abi bhi vhi h,
nari ki ijjat aaj bi kaudiyon ke bhao bajar me bik rhi h,
kbtk sahegi nari ,
kb tk khamosh rhegi,
mai, ek abhagi nari.

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"Radha-Krishna....jo byaan krte h schi prem khani Pr kanha ki toh meera jesi bhut ldkiyan h deewani Yeh sb jaan kr radha ki aankhon se nikl aata h paani Krishna smjhaye radha ko mt kro tum yeh naadani Radha khe...prem kiya hmne lekin vivah apka rukmani se hua Jb hmne scha pyar kiya toh jiwan hmara kuun ek nhi hua Kanha ne bhut pyaar se smjhaya... Or kanha ki baat sunkr radha ka mn bhi harshaya Kanha bole....yeh toh shareer hmare alg h priye Lekin ruh toh ek hi h na....radha me kanha...kanha me radha h....toh fir kase hm alg hue "

Radha-Krishna....jo byaan krte h schi prem khani Pr kanha ki toh meera jesi bhut ldkiyan h deewani
Yeh sb jaan kr radha ki aankhon se nikl aata h paani
Krishna smjhaye radha ko mt kro tum yeh naadani
Radha khe...prem kiya hmne lekin vivah apka rukmani se hua
Jb hmne scha pyar kiya toh jiwan hmara kuun ek nhi hua
Kanha ne bhut pyaar se smjhaya...
Or kanha ki baat sunkr radha ka mn bhi harshaya
Kanha bole....yeh toh shareer hmare alg h priye
Lekin ruh toh ek hi h na....radha me kanha...kanha me radha h....toh fir kase hm alg hue

#Nojoto#Love#Radha#Krishna#Prem

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#mylove #Nojoto #truelovestory #yourquote #storytelling #Poetry



Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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"mere kuch janne wale mujhe jhasi ki rani kahte hai... to suno.... ! agar apne haq ke liye ladna jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar 1 thappd ke badle 4 wapas lga dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar raste ke comments ko ignore na karke uska muhtod jawab de dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani.... agar dahej ke khilaf aawaj uthana jhasi ki rani bnna hota hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani... agar apni marzi se zindagi jine ko jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani.... han suno... hun mai jhasi ki rani...."

mere kuch janne wale mujhe jhasi ki rani kahte hai... to suno.... !
 agar apne haq ke liye ladna jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani... 
agar 1 thappd ke badle 4 wapas lga dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to... han hun mai jhasi ki rani...
agar raste ke comments ko ignore na karke uska muhtod jawab de dena jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani....
agar dahej ke khilaf aawaj uthana jhasi ki rani bnna hota hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani...
agar apni marzi se zindagi jine ko jhasi ki rani bnna hai to.. han hun mai jhasi ki rani....
han suno... hun mai jhasi ki rani....

Mai...jhasi ki Rani😍

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