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"Ek pal ko jab dusre hi pal aap se chhin liya jaye Wo kahani ban jati hai,, Kahani us ghari ki jaha pal bhi kabhi tham jaya karti thi, Kahani us intezaar ki jab har pal katna badi mushkil lagti thi, Kahani us lamhe ki jab maano koi sadiyo tak use apni bahon mein kaid karna chahti ho, Kahani us pal ki jab kisine koi waada kiya ho, Kahani us pal ki jab wo wada tut-ta dikh raha ho, Kahani us pal ki jab kisine aapka haat thama ho, Kahani us pal ki jab koi pas hokar bhi saath na ho, Kahani us pal ki jab maano pehli bar kisi ki aankho ne shayad kuch bolne ki koshish ki ho, Kahani us daur ki jab aap khud wo ghari ho, Kahani us waqt ki bhi jaha har ek pal koi aapse chhinke kahani bana raha ho, Kahani us ghari ki bhi jab ye kahani khatam ho raha ho, Par ye kahani hai kiski?? Shayad uski jo is kahani mein apni guzri kal dhund rahi ho Shayad uski jo apni beetein hue pal ko is mein taalash rahi ho.. Par kya ye kahani un sabki nahi jo in palon ke hissedar ho? Kya ye kahani un sab ki nahi jo in palon mein kaid ho? Kya un sab ki nahi jo kisike zindagi ho? Kya ye sirf us insaan ki hai jo in palon ko sameta ho? Kya un logo ki nahi jinko sameta ho? Kya ye sirf uski hai jo in palon ko kahani bante dekh rahi ho.. ................... .......... ...... .... .... ... M.. ..... ..... ..... .... .... ...."

Ek pal ko jab dusre hi pal aap se chhin liya jaye
Wo kahani ban jati hai,,
Kahani us ghari ki jaha pal bhi kabhi
 tham jaya karti thi,
Kahani us intezaar ki jab har pal katna
 badi mushkil lagti thi,
Kahani us lamhe ki jab maano koi sadiyo tak
 use apni bahon mein kaid karna chahti ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab kisine koi waada kiya ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab wo wada tut-ta dikh raha ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab kisine aapka haat thama ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab koi pas hokar bhi saath na ho, 
Kahani us pal ki jab maano pehli bar 
kisi ki aankho ne shayad kuch bolne ki koshish ki ho,
Kahani us daur ki jab aap khud wo ghari ho, 
Kahani us waqt ki bhi jaha har ek pal 
koi aapse chhinke kahani bana raha ho, 
Kahani us ghari ki bhi jab ye kahani khatam ho raha ho, 
Par ye kahani hai kiski?? 
Shayad uski jo is kahani mein apni guzri kal dhund rahi ho
Shayad uski jo apni beetein hue pal ko is mein taalash rahi ho..
Par kya ye kahani un sabki nahi jo in palon ke hissedar ho? 
Kya ye kahani un sab ki nahi jo in palon mein 
kaid ho?
 Kya un sab ki nahi jo kisike zindagi ho? 
Kya ye sirf us insaan ki hai jo
 in palon ko sameta ho? 
Kya un logo ki nahi jinko sameta ho? 
Kya ye sirf uski hai jo in palon ko 
kahani bante dekh rahi ho..

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

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"August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi. kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry” se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai. par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear, tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha jis din maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…"

August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir  Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye  aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi.  
 
 kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry”  se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai.  par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek  friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se  “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki  uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear,  tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha  jis din  maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…

dard shayri

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"Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Tere Bina Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Tere Bina Na Aaye Sukoon Naa Aaye Qaraar Mujhe Door Wo Saare Bharam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Ishq Adhoora Duniya Adhoori Khwahish Meri Kardo Na Poori Dil Toh Yehi Chaahe Tera Aur Mera Ho Jaaye Muqammal Ye Afsaana Har Mushqil Aasaan Ho Jaati Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Baaqi Nahi Kuch Par Dil Na Maane Dil Ki Baate Dil Hi Jaane Hum Dono Kahin Pe Mil Jaayenge Ik Din Inn Ummeedon Pe Hi Main Hoon Zinda Har Manzil Haasil Ho Jaati Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate. Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate."

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Tere Bina Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Tere Bina Na Aaye Sukoon
Naa Aaye Qaraar Mujhe
Door Wo Saare Bharam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Ishq Adhoora Duniya Adhoori
Khwahish Meri Kardo Na Poori
Dil Toh Yehi Chaahe
Tera Aur Mera Ho Jaaye Muqammal Ye Afsaana
Har Mushqil Aasaan Ho Jaati
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Baaqi Nahi Kuch Par Dil Na Maane
Dil Ki Baate Dil Hi Jaane
Hum Dono Kahin Pe Mil Jaayenge Ik Din
Inn Ummeedon Pe Hi Main Hoon Zinda
Har Manzil Haasil Ho Jaati
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate.


Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate.

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"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

A untold story of a star

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"Ek pal ko jab dusre hi pal aap se chhin liya jaye Wo kahani ban jati hai,, Kahani us ghari ki jaha pal bhi kabhi tham jaya karti thi, Kahani us intezaar ki jab har pal katna badi mushkil lagti thi, Kahani us lamhe ki jab maano koi sadiyo tak use apni bahon mein kaid karna chahti ho, Kahani us pal ki jab kisine koi waada kiya ho, Kahani us pal ki jab wo wada tut-ta dikh raha ho, Kahani us pal ki jab kisine aapka haat thama ho, Kahani us pal ki jab koi pas hokar bhi saath na ho, Kahani us pal ki jab maano pehli bar kisi ki aankho ne shayad kuch bolne ki koshish ki ho, Kahani us daur ki jab aap khud wo ghari ho, Kahani us waqt ki bhi jaha har ek pal koi aapse chhinke kahani bana raha ho, Kahani us ghari ki bhi jab ye kahani khatam ho raha ho, Par ye kahani hai kiski?? Shayad uski jo is kahani mein apni guzri kal dhund rahi ho Shayad uski jo apni beetein hue pal ko is mein taalash rahi ho.. Par kya ye kahani un sabki nahi jo in palon ke hissedar ho? Kya ye kahani un sab ki nahi jo in palon mein kaid ho? Kya un sab ki nahi jo kisike zindagi ho? Kya ye sirf us insaan ki hai jo in palon ko sameta ho? Kya un logo ki nahi jinko sameta ho? Kya ye sirf uski hai jo in palon ko kahani bante dekh rahi ho.. ................... .......... ...... .... .... ... M.. ..... ..... ..... .... .... ...."

Ek pal ko jab dusre hi pal aap se chhin liya jaye
Wo kahani ban jati hai,,
Kahani us ghari ki jaha pal bhi kabhi
 tham jaya karti thi,
Kahani us intezaar ki jab har pal katna
 badi mushkil lagti thi,
Kahani us lamhe ki jab maano koi sadiyo tak
 use apni bahon mein kaid karna chahti ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab kisine koi waada kiya ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab wo wada tut-ta dikh raha ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab kisine aapka haat thama ho,
Kahani us pal ki jab koi pas hokar bhi saath na ho, 
Kahani us pal ki jab maano pehli bar 
kisi ki aankho ne shayad kuch bolne ki koshish ki ho,
Kahani us daur ki jab aap khud wo ghari ho, 
Kahani us waqt ki bhi jaha har ek pal 
koi aapse chhinke kahani bana raha ho, 
Kahani us ghari ki bhi jab ye kahani khatam ho raha ho, 
Par ye kahani hai kiski?? 
Shayad uski jo is kahani mein apni guzri kal dhund rahi ho
Shayad uski jo apni beetein hue pal ko is mein taalash rahi ho..
Par kya ye kahani un sabki nahi jo in palon ke hissedar ho? 
Kya ye kahani un sab ki nahi jo in palon mein 
kaid ho?
 Kya un sab ki nahi jo kisike zindagi ho? 
Kya ye sirf us insaan ki hai jo
 in palon ko sameta ho? 
Kya un logo ki nahi jinko sameta ho? 
Kya ye sirf uski hai jo in palon ko 
kahani bante dekh rahi ho..

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

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"August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi. kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry” se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai. par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear, tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha jis din maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…"

August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir  Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye  aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi.  
 
 kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry”  se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai.  par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek  friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se  “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki  uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear,  tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha  jis din  maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…

dard shayri

10 Love

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"Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Tere Bina Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Tere Bina Na Aaye Sukoon Naa Aaye Qaraar Mujhe Door Wo Saare Bharam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Ishq Adhoora Duniya Adhoori Khwahish Meri Kardo Na Poori Dil Toh Yehi Chaahe Tera Aur Mera Ho Jaaye Muqammal Ye Afsaana Har Mushqil Aasaan Ho Jaati Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Baaqi Nahi Kuch Par Dil Na Maane Dil Ki Baate Dil Hi Jaane Hum Dono Kahin Pe Mil Jaayenge Ik Din Inn Ummeedon Pe Hi Main Hoon Zinda Har Manzil Haasil Ho Jaati Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate. Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate."

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Tere Bina Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Agar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Dard Dilo Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Tere Bina Na Aaye Sukoon
Naa Aaye Qaraar Mujhe
Door Wo Saare Bharam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Ishq Adhoora Duniya Adhoori
Khwahish Meri Kardo Na Poori
Dil Toh Yehi Chaahe
Tera Aur Mera Ho Jaaye Muqammal Ye Afsaana
Har Mushqil Aasaan Ho Jaati
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Baaqi Nahi Kuch Par Dil Na Maane
Dil Ki Baate Dil Hi Jaane
Hum Dono Kahin Pe Mil Jaayenge Ik Din
Inn Ummeedon Pe Hi Main Hoon Zinda
Har Manzil Haasil Ho Jaati
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jate

Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate.


Kitne Haseen Aalam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate

Dard Dilon Ke Kam Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate
Main Aur Tum Gar Hum Ho Jaate.

#RaysOfHope #Couple #Romantic @Shivani Mishra @Sweta singh 888 @Sakshi Yadav

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"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

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