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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kita

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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha

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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha

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"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

A untold story of a star

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"Galatfehmi Usse lga hoga Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte Pr usne na koi response kiya Jb haar Maan gya Tho gusse mein aakar uska gift destroy kiya Or kismat ka khel dekho Der raat jb mein haar Maan gya tha Uske Ghar se uske bhaiyo ne aakar mujhe wish kiya Gift thodne ka mujhe bohot afsos hua Socha abhi chla jau uske Ghar koi bhana bnakar Pr meri mummy ne mujhe rok liya kyuki kafi raat ho chuki thi Next day jb Socha uske ghr jaunga pr uski Gali mein kisi ki death ho gyi thi isliye Usse wish krne bhi na jaa ska Usse lgta hoga mein Usse ab bhool chuka hu Pr ye galatfehmi kismat ka khel hai Wo bayjijhak call kr skti thi Usse pta hai mein He call pick up karunga pr usne call na kiya Maine hi call Kiya pr har baar uski mummy ne call pick up kiya Ab Wo dur Hai mujhse Bt aaj bhi pyaar hmne sirf ushi se kiya."

Galatfehmi

Usse lga hoga
 Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya
Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha
Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte
Pr usne na koi response kiya
Jb haar Maan gya Tho gusse mein aakar 
uska gift destroy kiya
Or kismat ka khel dekho 
Der raat jb mein haar Maan gya tha
Uske Ghar se uske bhaiyo ne aakar
 mujhe wish kiya
Gift thodne ka mujhe bohot afsos hua
Socha abhi chla jau uske Ghar koi bhana bnakar
Pr meri mummy ne mujhe rok liya kyuki kafi raat ho chuki thi
Next day jb Socha uske ghr jaunga
 pr uski Gali mein kisi ki death ho gyi thi isliye Usse wish krne bhi na jaa ska
Usse lgta hoga mein Usse ab bhool chuka hu
Pr ye galatfehmi kismat ka khel hai

Wo bayjijhak call kr skti thi
Usse pta hai mein He call pick up karunga 
pr usne call na kiya
Maine hi call Kiya pr har baar uski mummy ne call pick up kiya
Ab Wo dur Hai mujhse
Bt aaj bhi pyaar hmne sirf ushi se kiya.

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Usse lga hoga
Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya
Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha
Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte
Pr usne na koi response kiya

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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kita

10 Love
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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha

2 Love
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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha

1 Love

"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

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Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

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"Galatfehmi Usse lga hoga Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte Pr usne na koi response kiya Jb haar Maan gya Tho gusse mein aakar uska gift destroy kiya Or kismat ka khel dekho Der raat jb mein haar Maan gya tha Uske Ghar se uske bhaiyo ne aakar mujhe wish kiya Gift thodne ka mujhe bohot afsos hua Socha abhi chla jau uske Ghar koi bhana bnakar Pr meri mummy ne mujhe rok liya kyuki kafi raat ho chuki thi Next day jb Socha uske ghr jaunga pr uski Gali mein kisi ki death ho gyi thi isliye Usse wish krne bhi na jaa ska Usse lgta hoga mein Usse ab bhool chuka hu Pr ye galatfehmi kismat ka khel hai Wo bayjijhak call kr skti thi Usse pta hai mein He call pick up karunga pr usne call na kiya Maine hi call Kiya pr har baar uski mummy ne call pick up kiya Ab Wo dur Hai mujhse Bt aaj bhi pyaar hmne sirf ushi se kiya."

Galatfehmi

Usse lga hoga
 Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya
Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha
Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte
Pr usne na koi response kiya
Jb haar Maan gya Tho gusse mein aakar 
uska gift destroy kiya
Or kismat ka khel dekho 
Der raat jb mein haar Maan gya tha
Uske Ghar se uske bhaiyo ne aakar
 mujhe wish kiya
Gift thodne ka mujhe bohot afsos hua
Socha abhi chla jau uske Ghar koi bhana bnakar
Pr meri mummy ne mujhe rok liya kyuki kafi raat ho chuki thi
Next day jb Socha uske ghr jaunga
 pr uski Gali mein kisi ki death ho gyi thi isliye Usse wish krne bhi na jaa ska
Usse lgta hoga mein Usse ab bhool chuka hu
Pr ye galatfehmi kismat ka khel hai

Wo bayjijhak call kr skti thi
Usse pta hai mein He call pick up karunga 
pr usne call na kiya
Maine hi call Kiya pr har baar uski mummy ne call pick up kiya
Ab Wo dur Hai mujhse
Bt aaj bhi pyaar hmne sirf ushi se kiya.

#SRV lv Shiizuu 😍
#onlyForHer #galatfehmi #SRVlvshizuu

Usse lga hoga
Diwali pr Maine Usse wish nhi kiya
Gift uske liye phele hi le liya tha
Pura din beet gya intzaar krte krte
Pr usne na koi response kiya

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