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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

A untold story of a star

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

Kayi baatein zehen me reh si gyi hai jinko bayan krna mushqil hota hai... Bs unhi kisi baaton me se ho tum...


Ha.. Main phr ab tra zikr krna chahti hun...

Aur karu bhi to kaise nhi??

Tu meri dost kam jaan jo thi...

Ummm...
Drr lg rha h...Tra zuban se nikla wo sentence yd aa rha h... " yeh jo tm frndshp ka tag lekr ghuma krti ho na..."

Achha chhodo... Chhodo inn sab baaton ko..

Chalo aaj kuch yaadein taaza karte hai...

Hamari zindagi me ek dusre ka chapter jo end ho chuka hai ab uski kahani aaj share krte hai...

Sath dogi na...??

Bolo...

Nahi dogi...

Pta tha...
Ab nafrat jo ho gyi haj tumhe mujhse...

Apni bst frnd.... Sry ex-bestie se... Cz main sbki trh tmhari han me han nhi milati thi... Apni ray khul kr rkhti thi...

Bs yahi kusoor tha na mera....

Pta h tm us purane kitab si ho... Jinki kuch stories hum kbhi nhi bhul paate... Aur shayad kabhi bhul bhi nhi paunge... 😅😅

Yaad hai humari dosti ki shuruwat kb huyi thi??

Pehli br kb humari baatein shuru huyi thi...

Shayad ab tumhe yaad nhi hoga...

Us din tmhara birthday day.. Aur we were in 8th standard...

Shayad us waqt ko tm ab apni zindagi ka sbse bura waqt manti hogi....Pr kahi na kahi aaj bhi us din ke baare me sochti hi main muskurane lgti hun...

Kitni masoomiyat bhari pdi thi us dosti me jiske shuruwat ek cadbury se huyi thi...jo tmne apne bday pr mujhe diya tha...

Ha...yaad hai na??

Uske baad to maano hamari dosti ki rail gaadi patri pr is speed se chali ki rukne ka naam-o-nishan nhi tha....

Bs mri duniya sare dosto ki duniya tujhme aur teri mujhme...

Ahhht naa naa...

Galat socha krti thi main...

Tere liye shayad hamesha se wo dost tre apne aur hm bs unme se ek the...

Tujhse hr baatein share krna maano mri lyf ka imprtnt part bn chuka tha aur tu most important person...

Haan... Kuch waqt lga mujhe is galatfaimi se bahar aane me pr phr bhi...

Main hasi toh tre sth... Aur kbhi jee bhr royi toh srf tre smne...

Tu hamesha kehti thi naa... Ki mra habbit h hmesha apni bt mnwana... Pr tune kya kiya...??

Tune bhi toh zbrdsti apni ideology thopni chahi na... Aur jo main naa maan payi to chali gyi...

Yaad hai mujhe... Wo apne chhote mote jhgre...

Shayad tre liye main sbse ld jaati thi... Yaad hai..?? Kaise yaad hoga... In baaton ko tu kaise yd rkhegi... Tre ps toh yd krne ke liye aur bhi bht kuch hoga...

Chal koi ni...

Beete waqt ke sath yeh gum bhi seh lenge hum....
Un kuch mithi yadoon aur akhri ke kadwe dino ke saath bhi rehna seekh lenge hum...!! 😅😅😅


Chhote mote jhgre ho bht dino tak baatein na krna toh shayad nrml bn hi chuka tha...


Isliye aadat si ho gyi thi... Teri kami khlti bhi to kisse kehti...??

Us school me after 10 sbne different streams choose kiye the...

Waqt badal gya tha... Bht der ho chuki thi...pr shayad mre umeed ki wo sooyi hour hand ki tarah sabsi dheemi chl rhi thi....

School jaana ab pasand nhi tha mujhe... Jaati bhi toh din bhr bs akele baithi bs drwaze ki oor dekhti rehti ki shayad wo commerce stream se koi ldki iss arts wali ke drwaze aae aur sab phr phle jaisa ho jae.... Pr aisa tb hota na jb umeed dono ko hoti aur mra akela hone tujhe bhi khlta...

Nahi... Mere khyalon ki duniya bs ek sapna bn kr hi reh gyi bs..

Haan... Maine apne paer piche kr liye the... Aur shayad tune bhi kadam badhane ki koshis na ki.... Dost jo the tre ps... Bht saare dost.... Jinki maujoodgi ki wajah se shayad meri kami tujhe kbhi mehsus hi na huyi...

Shayad nhi... Beshaq...

Tbhi to.. Ummn chhodo...

Tb bhi bina mnn bhi tu mujhse kbi baatein kr liya krti thi aur main us waqt ka bewaqoofi ke sath intezar kiya krti thi...

Aaj bhi mujhe wo kuch sbse taqleef dene din yaad hai... Jo shayad maine ab tak kisi ko naa bataya...

Kisi ko bhi nhi... 😅😅

Wo din... Jab mre roll no. se phle tk ki ldkiyon ka ASL ho chuka tha aur main wo akhri ldki thi jiska next day ASL tha... Class me us din sirf ldke aae the aur ladkiyon me main....

Sabkl lg rha tha ki main apna ASL dene aayi hun... Pr sahi reason kisi ko nhi pta tha... Us din commerce ki ladkiyon ka bhi tha aur mujhe yeh umeed thi ki shayad yeh achha mauka hai tujhse baat krne ka jiske liye main subha se shaam tk yuh paglo ki trh us period ka intezar kr rhi thi....aakhir wo tym aa hi gya... Kaafi excited thi main... Tmse mulaqat jo hone wali thi... Aur hua kya... Tm phr chali gyi apni khaas dost ke sath...

Han... Tum phr chali gyi... Dil toh kr rha tha bs aaj roo du... Yahi jee bhr kr... Pr purane classmates sath thi... Unse baatein ho rhi thi... Wo hste hue shayad hi kisi ne mre aankho ke piche ka drd dekha hoga...

Phr wo sports day... Jab maine akele participate kiya tha apne class se... Akeli baithi thi... Aur tm apne group ke sath... Us din bhi yeh umeed thi ki shayad aaj...

Chhodo... Ab batane ki zarurat nhi ki aage kya hua hoga...

Aisi kayi kahaniyan jo shayad mre dil ke kisi kone me kaed ho aur bahar nikl kr cheekhna chahte ho aur tmhe batana chahte hai....pr nhi...

Kyuki mujhe pta hai.. Tumhe ab farq nhi pdta... !!


Aur is doori ka karan mra politics me interest aur tmhara us political party ke against hona tha...

Hai na...


Itni baaton ke bd bhi main hr wo muqammal koshis krti thi ki ek nyi shuruwat krnge...

Pr kaise...??

Tmne wo story me jo mujhe mention krke bht kuch likha tha... Pr unme shayad ki ek bhi alfaaz achhe the...Tumhara kayi logon ne sath bhi diya... Tumhe khushi mili na..?? Tumne khush hokr sabka sath diya na...
Sabko ek interesting story ki tarah bataya na...

Aur jab wo maine tmse ldne ke call kiya tb maine tmse pucha bhi tmhe bura kaha lga...??tumne mre us post se samjha kya tha... Tum chahti toh batati... Main tumhe clear krti na... Thi main gusse main... Pr tumne to ulta kya kuch na sunaya.... Mere naam ka intemal itni buri tareeke se kiya....Phr bhi aaj tak maine tri koi bhi bt kisi se nhi kahi.... Aur tumne.... Mere baaton ko khule bazar bech dala...!!

Taqleef tune bht diya h shayad isliye ab aur nhi... Aur nhi bardasht hota... Meri us dost ka hi mre baare me bura kehna... Mujh pr uthi ungliyon ko badhawa dena... Yr drd hota hai💔

Nahi saha jaata hai.. Us din dil se wo pyar nafrat me badal chuka tha...

Pr phr wahi... Kuch waqt baat... Tere zikr hote hi...ya phr teri baatein krti hi aankhe bhr aati hai....

Phir yd aa jata hai wo phn pr akhiri conversation jab main royi thi aur badle me tune mujhse aur chilla kr baat kiya tha...


Bas shayad wo yaadein hi jo mujhe rone se rok kr mazboot banaati hai... Aur tujhe khone ki wo baat ab mujhe satati nahi hai....

Chalo is kahani ka the end toh ho gya... Jinke panne ab wapas palatna sambhav nhi... Bas dua hai us uprwale se ki ab hum dobara kabhi na mile... 💕💕


Han... Ek aur akhiri baat...

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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#mylove #Nojoto #truelovestory #yourquote #storytelling #Poetry



Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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"Jindgi Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence. Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)"

Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

Kayi baatein zehen me reh si gyi hai jinko bayan krna mushqil hota hai... Bs unhi kisi baaton me se ho tum...


Ha.. Main phr ab tra zikr krna chahti hun...

Aur karu bhi to kaise nhi??

Tu meri dost kam jaan jo thi...

Ummm...
Drr lg rha h...Tra zuban se nikla wo sentence yd aa rha h... " yeh jo tm frndshp ka tag lekr ghuma krti ho na..."

Achha chhodo... Chhodo inn sab baaton ko..

Chalo aaj kuch yaadein taaza karte hai...

Hamari zindagi me ek dusre ka chapter jo end ho chuka hai ab uski kahani aaj share krte hai...

Sath dogi na...??

Bolo...

Nahi dogi...

Pta tha...
Ab nafrat jo ho gyi haj tumhe mujhse...

Apni bst frnd.... Sry ex-bestie se... Cz main sbki trh tmhari han me han nhi milati thi... Apni ray khul kr rkhti thi...

Bs yahi kusoor tha na mera....

Pta h tm us purane kitab si ho... Jinki kuch stories hum kbhi nhi bhul paate... Aur shayad kabhi bhul bhi nhi paunge... 😅😅

Yaad hai humari dosti ki shuruwat kb huyi thi??

Pehli br kb humari baatein shuru huyi thi...

Shayad ab tumhe yaad nhi hoga...

Us din tmhara birthday day.. Aur we were in 8th standard...

Shayad us waqt ko tm ab apni zindagi ka sbse bura waqt manti hogi....Pr kahi na kahi aaj bhi us din ke baare me sochti hi main muskurane lgti hun...

Kitni masoomiyat bhari pdi thi us dosti me jiske shuruwat ek cadbury se huyi thi...jo tmne apne bday pr mujhe diya tha...

Ha...yaad hai na??

Uske baad to maano hamari dosti ki rail gaadi patri pr is speed se chali ki rukne ka naam-o-nishan nhi tha....

Bs mri duniya sare dosto ki duniya tujhme aur teri mujhme...

Ahhht naa naa...

Galat socha krti thi main...

Tere liye shayad hamesha se wo dost tre apne aur hm bs unme se ek the...

Tujhse hr baatein share krna maano mri lyf ka imprtnt part bn chuka tha aur tu most important person...

Haan... Kuch waqt lga mujhe is galatfaimi se bahar aane me pr phr bhi...

Main hasi toh tre sth... Aur kbhi jee bhr royi toh srf tre smne...

Tu hamesha kehti thi naa... Ki mra habbit h hmesha apni bt mnwana... Pr tune kya kiya...??

Tune bhi toh zbrdsti apni ideology thopni chahi na... Aur jo main naa maan payi to chali gyi...

Yaad hai mujhe... Wo apne chhote mote jhgre...

Shayad tre liye main sbse ld jaati thi... Yaad hai..?? Kaise yaad hoga... In baaton ko tu kaise yd rkhegi... Tre ps toh yd krne ke liye aur bhi bht kuch hoga...

Chal koi ni...

Beete waqt ke sath yeh gum bhi seh lenge hum....
Un kuch mithi yadoon aur akhri ke kadwe dino ke saath bhi rehna seekh lenge hum...!! 😅😅😅


Chhote mote jhgre ho bht dino tak baatein na krna toh shayad nrml bn hi chuka tha...


Isliye aadat si ho gyi thi... Teri kami khlti bhi to kisse kehti...??

Us school me after 10 sbne different streams choose kiye the...

Waqt badal gya tha... Bht der ho chuki thi...pr shayad mre umeed ki wo sooyi hour hand ki tarah sabsi dheemi chl rhi thi....

School jaana ab pasand nhi tha mujhe... Jaati bhi toh din bhr bs akele baithi bs drwaze ki oor dekhti rehti ki shayad wo commerce stream se koi ldki iss arts wali ke drwaze aae aur sab phr phle jaisa ho jae.... Pr aisa tb hota na jb umeed dono ko hoti aur mra akela hone tujhe bhi khlta...

Nahi... Mere khyalon ki duniya bs ek sapna bn kr hi reh gyi bs..

Haan... Maine apne paer piche kr liye the... Aur shayad tune bhi kadam badhane ki koshis na ki.... Dost jo the tre ps... Bht saare dost.... Jinki maujoodgi ki wajah se shayad meri kami tujhe kbhi mehsus hi na huyi...

Shayad nhi... Beshaq...

Tbhi to.. Ummn chhodo...

Tb bhi bina mnn bhi tu mujhse kbi baatein kr liya krti thi aur main us waqt ka bewaqoofi ke sath intezar kiya krti thi...

Aaj bhi mujhe wo kuch sbse taqleef dene din yaad hai... Jo shayad maine ab tak kisi ko naa bataya...

Kisi ko bhi nhi... 😅😅

Wo din... Jab mre roll no. se phle tk ki ldkiyon ka ASL ho chuka tha aur main wo akhri ldki thi jiska next day ASL tha... Class me us din sirf ldke aae the aur ladkiyon me main....

Sabkl lg rha tha ki main apna ASL dene aayi hun... Pr sahi reason kisi ko nhi pta tha... Us din commerce ki ladkiyon ka bhi tha aur mujhe yeh umeed thi ki shayad yeh achha mauka hai tujhse baat krne ka jiske liye main subha se shaam tk yuh paglo ki trh us period ka intezar kr rhi thi....aakhir wo tym aa hi gya... Kaafi excited thi main... Tmse mulaqat jo hone wali thi... Aur hua kya... Tm phr chali gyi apni khaas dost ke sath...

Han... Tum phr chali gyi... Dil toh kr rha tha bs aaj roo du... Yahi jee bhr kr... Pr purane classmates sath thi... Unse baatein ho rhi thi... Wo hste hue shayad hi kisi ne mre aankho ke piche ka drd dekha hoga...

Phr wo sports day... Jab maine akele participate kiya tha apne class se... Akeli baithi thi... Aur tm apne group ke sath... Us din bhi yeh umeed thi ki shayad aaj...

Chhodo... Ab batane ki zarurat nhi ki aage kya hua hoga...

Aisi kayi kahaniyan jo shayad mre dil ke kisi kone me kaed ho aur bahar nikl kr cheekhna chahte ho aur tmhe batana chahte hai....pr nhi...

Kyuki mujhe pta hai.. Tumhe ab farq nhi pdta... !!


Aur is doori ka karan mra politics me interest aur tmhara us political party ke against hona tha...

Hai na...


Itni baaton ke bd bhi main hr wo muqammal koshis krti thi ki ek nyi shuruwat krnge...

Pr kaise...??

Tmne wo story me jo mujhe mention krke bht kuch likha tha... Pr unme shayad ki ek bhi alfaaz achhe the...Tumhara kayi logon ne sath bhi diya... Tumhe khushi mili na..?? Tumne khush hokr sabka sath diya na...
Sabko ek interesting story ki tarah bataya na...

Aur jab wo maine tmse ldne ke call kiya tb maine tmse pucha bhi tmhe bura kaha lga...??tumne mre us post se samjha kya tha... Tum chahti toh batati... Main tumhe clear krti na... Thi main gusse main... Pr tumne to ulta kya kuch na sunaya.... Mere naam ka intemal itni buri tareeke se kiya....Phr bhi aaj tak maine tri koi bhi bt kisi se nhi kahi.... Aur tumne.... Mere baaton ko khule bazar bech dala...!!

Taqleef tune bht diya h shayad isliye ab aur nhi... Aur nhi bardasht hota... Meri us dost ka hi mre baare me bura kehna... Mujh pr uthi ungliyon ko badhawa dena... Yr drd hota hai💔

Nahi saha jaata hai.. Us din dil se wo pyar nafrat me badal chuka tha...

Pr phr wahi... Kuch waqt baat... Tere zikr hote hi...ya phr teri baatein krti hi aankhe bhr aati hai....

Phir yd aa jata hai wo phn pr akhiri conversation jab main royi thi aur badle me tune mujhse aur chilla kr baat kiya tha...


Bas shayad wo yaadein hi jo mujhe rone se rok kr mazboot banaati hai... Aur tujhe khone ki wo baat ab mujhe satati nahi hai....

Chalo is kahani ka the end toh ho gya... Jinke panne ab wapas palatna sambhav nhi... Bas dua hai us uprwale se ki ab hum dobara kabhi na mile... 💕💕


Han... Ek aur akhiri baat...

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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