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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

Kayi baatein zehen me reh si gyi hai jinko bayan krna mushqil hota hai... Bs unhi kisi baaton me se ho tum...


Ha.. Main phr ab tra zikr krna chahti hun...

Aur karu bhi to kaise nhi??

Tu meri dost kam jaan jo thi...

Ummm...
Drr lg rha h...Tra zuban se nikla wo sentence yd aa rha h... " yeh jo tm frndshp ka tag lekr ghuma krti ho na..."

Achha chhodo... Chhodo inn sab baaton ko..

Chalo aaj kuch yaadein taaza karte hai...

Hamari zindagi me ek dusre ka chapter jo end ho chuka hai ab uski kahani aaj share krte hai...

Sath dogi na...??

Bolo...

Nahi dogi...

Pta tha...
Ab nafrat jo ho gyi haj tumhe mujhse...

Apni bst frnd.... Sry ex-bestie se... Cz main sbki trh tmhari han me han nhi milati thi... Apni ray khul kr rkhti thi...

Bs yahi kusoor tha na mera....

Pta h tm us purane kitab si ho... Jinki kuch stories hum kbhi nhi bhul paate... Aur shayad kabhi bhul bhi nhi paunge... 😅😅

Yaad hai humari dosti ki shuruwat kb huyi thi??

Pehli br kb humari baatein shuru huyi thi...

Shayad ab tumhe yaad nhi hoga...

Us din tmhara birthday day.. Aur we were in 8th standard...

Shayad us waqt ko tm ab apni zindagi ka sbse bura waqt manti hogi....Pr kahi na kahi aaj bhi us din ke baare me sochti hi main muskurane lgti hun...

Kitni masoomiyat bhari pdi thi us dosti me jiske shuruwat ek cadbury se huyi thi...jo tmne apne bday pr mujhe diya tha...

Ha...yaad hai na??

Uske baad to maano hamari dosti ki rail gaadi patri pr is speed se chali ki rukne ka naam-o-nishan nhi tha....

Bs mri duniya sare dosto ki duniya tujhme aur teri mujhme...

Ahhht naa naa...

Galat socha krti thi main...

Tere liye shayad hamesha se wo dost tre apne aur hm bs unme se ek the...

Tujhse hr baatein share krna maano mri lyf ka imprtnt part bn chuka tha aur tu most important person...

Haan... Kuch waqt lga mujhe is galatfaimi se bahar aane me pr phr bhi...

Main hasi toh tre sth... Aur kbhi jee bhr royi toh srf tre smne...

Tu hamesha kehti thi naa... Ki mra habbit h hmesha apni bt mnwana... Pr tune kya kiya...??

Tune bhi toh zbrdsti apni ideology thopni chahi na... Aur jo main naa maan payi to chali gyi...

Yaad hai mujhe... Wo apne chhote mote jhgre...

Shayad tre liye main sbse ld jaati thi... Yaad hai..?? Kaise yaad hoga... In baaton ko tu kaise yd rkhegi... Tre ps toh yd krne ke liye aur bhi bht kuch hoga...

Chal koi ni...

Beete waqt ke sath yeh gum bhi seh lenge hum....
Un kuch mithi yadoon aur akhri ke kadwe dino ke saath bhi rehna seekh lenge hum...!! 😅😅😅


Chhote mote jhgre ho bht dino tak baatein na krna toh shayad nrml bn hi chuka tha...


Isliye aadat si ho gyi thi... Teri kami khlti bhi to kisse kehti...??

Us school me after 10 sbne different streams choose kiye the...

Waqt badal gya tha... Bht der ho chuki thi...pr shayad mre umeed ki wo sooyi hour hand ki tarah sabsi dheemi chl rhi thi....

School jaana ab pasand nhi tha mujhe... Jaati bhi toh din bhr bs akele baithi bs drwaze ki oor dekhti rehti ki shayad wo commerce stream se koi ldki iss arts wali ke drwaze aae aur sab phr phle jaisa ho jae.... Pr aisa tb hota na jb umeed dono ko hoti aur mra akela hone tujhe bhi khlta...

Nahi... Mere khyalon ki duniya bs ek sapna bn kr hi reh gyi bs..

Haan... Maine apne paer piche kr liye the... Aur shayad tune bhi kadam badhane ki koshis na ki.... Dost jo the tre ps... Bht saare dost.... Jinki maujoodgi ki wajah se shayad meri kami tujhe kbhi mehsus hi na huyi...

Shayad nhi... Beshaq...

Tbhi to.. Ummn chhodo...

Tb bhi bina mnn bhi tu mujhse kbi baatein kr liya krti thi aur main us waqt ka bewaqoofi ke sath intezar kiya krti thi...

Aaj bhi mujhe wo kuch sbse taqleef dene din yaad hai... Jo shayad maine ab tak kisi ko naa bataya...

Kisi ko bhi nhi... 😅😅

Wo din... Jab mre roll no. se phle tk ki ldkiyon ka ASL ho chuka tha aur main wo akhri ldki thi jiska next day ASL tha... Class me us din sirf ldke aae the aur ladkiyon me main....

Sabkl lg rha tha ki main apna ASL dene aayi hun... Pr sahi reason kisi ko nhi pta tha... Us din commerce ki ladkiyon ka bhi tha aur mujhe yeh umeed thi ki shayad yeh achha mauka hai tujhse baat krne ka jiske liye main subha se shaam tk yuh paglo ki trh us period ka intezar kr rhi thi....aakhir wo tym aa hi gya... Kaafi excited thi main... Tmse mulaqat jo hone wali thi... Aur hua kya... Tm phr chali gyi apni khaas dost ke sath...

Han... Tum phr chali gyi... Dil toh kr rha tha bs aaj roo du... Yahi jee bhr kr... Pr purane classmates sath thi... Unse baatein ho rhi thi... Wo hste hue shayad hi kisi ne mre aankho ke piche ka drd dekha hoga...

Phr wo sports day... Jab maine akele participate kiya tha apne class se... Akeli baithi thi... Aur tm apne group ke sath... Us din bhi yeh umeed thi ki shayad aaj...

Chhodo... Ab batane ki zarurat nhi ki aage kya hua hoga...

Aisi kayi kahaniyan jo shayad mre dil ke kisi kone me kaed ho aur bahar nikl kr cheekhna chahte ho aur tmhe batana chahte hai....pr nhi...

Kyuki mujhe pta hai.. Tumhe ab farq nhi pdta... !!


Aur is doori ka karan mra politics me interest aur tmhara us political party ke against hona tha...

Hai na...


Itni baaton ke bd bhi main hr wo muqammal koshis krti thi ki ek nyi shuruwat krnge...

Pr kaise...??

Tmne wo story me jo mujhe mention krke bht kuch likha tha... Pr unme shayad ki ek bhi alfaaz achhe the...Tumhara kayi logon ne sath bhi diya... Tumhe khushi mili na..?? Tumne khush hokr sabka sath diya na...
Sabko ek interesting story ki tarah bataya na...

Aur jab wo maine tmse ldne ke call kiya tb maine tmse pucha bhi tmhe bura kaha lga...??tumne mre us post se samjha kya tha... Tum chahti toh batati... Main tumhe clear krti na... Thi main gusse main... Pr tumne to ulta kya kuch na sunaya.... Mere naam ka intemal itni buri tareeke se kiya....Phr bhi aaj tak maine tri koi bhi bt kisi se nhi kahi.... Aur tumne.... Mere baaton ko khule bazar bech dala...!!

Taqleef tune bht diya h shayad isliye ab aur nhi... Aur nhi bardasht hota... Meri us dost ka hi mre baare me bura kehna... Mujh pr uthi ungliyon ko badhawa dena... Yr drd hota hai💔

Nahi saha jaata hai.. Us din dil se wo pyar nafrat me badal chuka tha...

Pr phr wahi... Kuch waqt baat... Tere zikr hote hi...ya phr teri baatein krti hi aankhe bhr aati hai....

Phir yd aa jata hai wo phn pr akhiri conversation jab main royi thi aur badle me tune mujhse aur chilla kr baat kiya tha...


Bas shayad wo yaadein hi jo mujhe rone se rok kr mazboot banaati hai... Aur tujhe khone ki wo baat ab mujhe satati nahi hai....

Chalo is kahani ka the end toh ho gya... Jinke panne ab wapas palatna sambhav nhi... Bas dua hai us uprwale se ki ab hum dobara kabhi na mile... 💕💕


Han... Ek aur akhiri baat...

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir  Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye  aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi.  
 
 kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry”  se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai.  par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek  friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se  “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki  uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear,  tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha  jis din  maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…

dard shayri

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Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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#ShayariHa mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni zindgi k un 20 salo ko dhire dhire mujhse sajha kiya tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Apni hr mushkilon ka hal mujhse pana chaha tha
Ha mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Yad h wo rat jb hawao me violin ki dhun thi
Aur tune phli br khud k pas kisike hone ka ehsaas kiya tha
Kaise bhr liya tha tune mujhe banhon me u kh k ki mai hu na ana drne ki kuch bat ni
Sch khu to bs us din hi maine khud ko jina sikha tha
Afsane bne u jine marne k wade bne
Hr galtiyon ko bhulane k dawe bne
Are..ha pgle mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha
Wo jhuthe juice ko imagine krne k pina
Aur karwa chauth pe tera pyasa rhna sb mere liye hi to tha
Wo bhole ka vrat rkhna wo shani ko diya jlana river bank pe baith k mujhe hasana
Wo hritik ki whistle bjana
Sb mere liye hi to tha na
Ha mere liye hi tha kyu..kyuki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha...
Yad h jb tune mujhse phli br pucha tha kya khte h us part ko..kitni masum thi mai khud ki hi bate na pta thi mujhe..
Ek nam rkha tha hmne..A.P..😊😊
Hr rat ek dusre ki banho me so jana..
Kitna accha lgta tha..wo din bhr ki thakan mitana..
Tera phli br halke se chhu k jana aj b utna hi satata h jitna us pl..
Wo batein wo ratein bhigi bhigi si mulakatein sb mujhse hi to hoti thi..
Phir to silsila shuru hua meri galtiyon kitne dhokhe diye the maine..hai na
Phir b maf kr diya u kh ki tu to jan h meri ansh mera..
Phir kya hua tha us rat jb kiya tha maine ek bda pap..
Tod diya tha maine wo gurur apka..
Chhod diya tha maine sath apka..us rat se safar shuru hua barbadi ka..royi hr rat phir b na roka khud ko..gawayi maine ijjat phir b na bachaya khud ko..jane kya ho gya tha mujhko..sayad kismt me hi tha ye hona..sb kho k bhi na ruka ye karva..ki maine duhrayi phir whi galtiya aur dastak di ek insan ne jo hubhu apki parchai hi tha pr meri galtiyon ne uske pyar ko vasna me bdl diya tod diya usne mujhe rond diya meri aatma ko chhen liya mera sb kuch aur bna diya mujhe 2 kaudi ka insan..
Pta h mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mafi k layk to ni mai na is kabil ki nfrt b ho mujhse...
Pr sch to yhi h ki mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..
Mere karmo ne mujhe di h sja u na ab tu b mujhe rula... wapas na aa pr dur b na ja...akhir mai whi hu jise tune beinteha pyar kiya tha..

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Jindgi
Achha khasa jivan chl rha tha apna. Haan, wo jivan jisme kewal padhai tha, dream tha ambition tha. Pr acchanak mere social media pr uska ek msg aya, usika msg jisko dekhne ke liye roz school jaya krte the barso pahle, pr bss dekhne ko, na to mujhe ussase kuchh kahna tha, na hi kuchh bat krni thi, mujhe abhi bhi yad hai ki uske class me ate hi dil aur dhakan ek ajeeb sa khel, khelne lgte the, pr ye silsila bahut jld hi khtm ho gya, wo school chorkr chli gyi aur mai khud me hi magrror ho gya. Kuchh 6 sal badd uska msg apne phn pe dekhna,ek yesi feeling thi jisko byan krne ke liye sayd mere pass sabd nhi hai. Mujhse mera phn nhi pkda jaa rha tha. Bole to mai bahut hi nervous tha aur uske upper se uska batt krne ka tarika mujhe aur nervous krr diya tha. Hr msg me tere ko, mere ko jaisa sbd aur mujhe yese batt krne ki adt nhi thi. Uss din kuchh 3 ghnte bate hui aur last me uska msg(bye forever) mujko itna hurt kiya, sayd utna kuchh ne v nhi kiya hoga. 1 ya do din fir usase bat kiya aur fir usase meri bat bnd ho gyi. Mai uska I'd hr jgh dhoondhne ki kosis krta, pr mujhe milta nhi. Mai new fb user tha, meri type krne ki speed itni kmm thi, sayd wo bore ho jati thi. Mai ussase  bss batt krna chahta tha aur usko mere me koi interest nhi tha, sayd kisi aur me ho. Fir 3 ya 4 mahine badd uska koi msg aya, fir bate suru hui aur uske hostel jane tym fir bnd. Last talk yhi tha ki, sayd mai tumahre layk nhi hu, mujhse bat mtt krna byeforever. Sayd yhi wqt tha jbb mere andr ek yesa chij ka jnm, Jo mere liye sayd shi nhi hai, ego nd attitude.Deep inside uske liye pahli Barr yesi feeling ayi ki akhir khud ko samjhti kya hai!Sayd iska wajh ye bhi ho ki uss tym me kuchh ldkiya mujhe propose bhi kr chuki thi. Reason kuchh bhi ho maine ye decide kiya ki batt krna too dur iske bare me so chenge bhi nhi, maine agle 5 month uske bare me sochha tkk nhi pr iska mtlb ye nhi ki mai kisi aur ldki se seriously batt krne lga, fir se mai focused hokr kewal studies pr dhyan dene lgga. Fir 5 month badd maine apna fb khol a aur uska msg, kha ho yarr, mujhe tumse batt krni hai. Muumy kasam mai sab kuchh bhul gya, kahe ka ego kahe ka attitude. Iss dauran, wo apne life ka kuchh important bate mujhse share ki, pr mujhe to kewal ussase batt krna, uska batt sunna, issise mtlb tha.Aur fir hmari batt suru ho gyi, kuchh 4 ya 5 mahine tkk chla aur wo fir Delhi, ussase bat km hone lgi bole to almost bnd hogya. Aur mujhe bahut Taklif hota tha usase bate nhi hoti thi, ek yesa pain jo mai hi samjh skta hu. Mujhe yesa lgne lgga ki Delhi jakr wo mujhe bhul jayegi, kun satyam, kahe ka satyam. Bat nhi hone k wajh se ya kmm hone ke wjh se jb bhi batt hoti, mai shi se batt nhi krta. Mujhe yesa lgta, fir ye mujhse batt nhi karegi, issase achha abhi hi nhi kre. Aur deep down analysis kru to sayd ye wari tha jbb mai ussase expect krne lga tha. Care for me, replies 4 my msges and so on. Aur yhi suru hoti hmari nok jhnok. Mujhe yesa lgta tha ki she doesn't care for me, she doesn't treat me the same as I do 4 her. Aur treat kya krna 10 min achhe se bate hi to krni thi. Mai apna bahut kuchh uske samne express kr diya tha aur wo kuchh bhi nhi, Pr sayd usse ye nhi pta ki mai uske bare me jo sochta tha uska 10 percent bhi nhi kiya tha. Mujhe yesa lgne lga ki ye one sided hi chl rha hai. Aur yha se mere words kuchh hard hote gye, mai usko clearly bol deta ki mujhe tumse bat krni nhi hai, mujhse dur rho, aur kbhi wo block krti, to kbhi mai, aur kbhi mai unblock krta to kbhi wo. Blocking and unblocking kuchh dino tkk chla pr msg hmesa whi pahle krti thi. Mujhe smjh me nhi ata tha ki akhir ye chahti kya hai. Aur mere 12th ke exam aa gye. Iss tym pe bhi sab kuchh bhool kr mai ussase bat krta tha, kyunki ussase batt krna mujhe bahut achha lgta tha. Mujhse abhi yad hai math wale exam ke din ussase rat bhr bat kiya tha. Fir kuch dino badd hmari bat bnd ho gyi aur mai dehradoon chla aya. Fir mere 12th ke results aye, 74%only.Mujhe itni frustration hoti thi ki rato me neend nhi ati thi. Iss phase me mera frustration kewal do chhej hi door kr sakta tha. First wine nd next her. I cant drink cause I have promised to mmy that I will never. Maine bahut try kiya ki ussase batt n kro pr maine kiya, nd this tym  it's 4 me. Dehradoon me jb hmari batt hone lgi to first time mujhe yesa realise hua ki she has equal intrest in myself. I was really happy. Every thing was going good. Aur fir ek wqt aya hmari fir se ldai ho gyi, sab ldai ke pichhe ek hi reason, uska reply na dena, ya uska mere se batt na krna, aur iss wari maine decide kr liya tha, Bahut ho gya, now let's, Move on. Maine usko kuchh yese words bole the, Jo sayd mujhe nhi bolne chahiye the. Fir 6 ya 7 mahine badd, she send me fb request. I have missed her lot in this period. Mai request accept kr liya. Firse usko mnana, Jo ki mera habbit ho gya tha. Hr fight ke badd jb wo msg krti, to mai wo kuchh bkk deta, Jo uske bina krta. Fir bate hone lgi. Uska 12th ka paper tha, iss bichh bhi fight hui  but she have asked me to be there during her 12th, nd hopefully I was. And again we do the same. Kuchh dino badd 12th ka result aya, iss wari itne bure din aye the ki maine ek dusre ldke ke namm se insta I'd bnayi aur result jnana ki kosis ki but she caught me saying that I can recognise you anytime. Fir maine apne nam se I'd bnaya uska result puchha kuchh achhi achhi bate ki aur MN hi MN ye socha ki finally the end which should have been is going to be on a good note. Fir maine wo I'd delete kr diya. Fir maine ussase contact krne ki kbhi kosis nhi ki. Usko to ye sab yad bhi nhi hoga jitna maine likh diya hai aur accept bhi krta qunki ye meri story hai uski nhi. So here the first nd probably the last story of my life comes at its fence.
Good by (Sr. 5 July 2019)

A untold story of a star

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

Kayi baatein zehen me reh si gyi hai jinko bayan krna mushqil hota hai... Bs unhi kisi baaton me se ho tum...


Ha.. Main phr ab tra zikr krna chahti hun...

Aur karu bhi to kaise nhi??

Tu meri dost kam jaan jo thi...

Ummm...
Drr lg rha h...Tra zuban se nikla wo sentence yd aa rha h... " yeh jo tm frndshp ka tag lekr ghuma krti ho na..."

Achha chhodo... Chhodo inn sab baaton ko..

Chalo aaj kuch yaadein taaza karte hai...

Hamari zindagi me ek dusre ka chapter jo end ho chuka hai ab uski kahani aaj share krte hai...

Sath dogi na...??

Bolo...

Nahi dogi...

Pta tha...
Ab nafrat jo ho gyi haj tumhe mujhse...

Apni bst frnd.... Sry ex-bestie se... Cz main sbki trh tmhari han me han nhi milati thi... Apni ray khul kr rkhti thi...

Bs yahi kusoor tha na mera....

Pta h tm us purane kitab si ho... Jinki kuch stories hum kbhi nhi bhul paate... Aur shayad kabhi bhul bhi nhi paunge... 😅😅

Yaad hai humari dosti ki shuruwat kb huyi thi??

Pehli br kb humari baatein shuru huyi thi...

Shayad ab tumhe yaad nhi hoga...

Us din tmhara birthday day.. Aur we were in 8th standard...

Shayad us waqt ko tm ab apni zindagi ka sbse bura waqt manti hogi....Pr kahi na kahi aaj bhi us din ke baare me sochti hi main muskurane lgti hun...

Kitni masoomiyat bhari pdi thi us dosti me jiske shuruwat ek cadbury se huyi thi...jo tmne apne bday pr mujhe diya tha...

Ha...yaad hai na??

Uske baad to maano hamari dosti ki rail gaadi patri pr is speed se chali ki rukne ka naam-o-nishan nhi tha....

Bs mri duniya sare dosto ki duniya tujhme aur teri mujhme...

Ahhht naa naa...

Galat socha krti thi main...

Tere liye shayad hamesha se wo dost tre apne aur hm bs unme se ek the...

Tujhse hr baatein share krna maano mri lyf ka imprtnt part bn chuka tha aur tu most important person...

Haan... Kuch waqt lga mujhe is galatfaimi se bahar aane me pr phr bhi...

Main hasi toh tre sth... Aur kbhi jee bhr royi toh srf tre smne...

Tu hamesha kehti thi naa... Ki mra habbit h hmesha apni bt mnwana... Pr tune kya kiya...??

Tune bhi toh zbrdsti apni ideology thopni chahi na... Aur jo main naa maan payi to chali gyi...

Yaad hai mujhe... Wo apne chhote mote jhgre...

Shayad tre liye main sbse ld jaati thi... Yaad hai..?? Kaise yaad hoga... In baaton ko tu kaise yd rkhegi... Tre ps toh yd krne ke liye aur bhi bht kuch hoga...

Chal koi ni...

Beete waqt ke sath yeh gum bhi seh lenge hum....
Un kuch mithi yadoon aur akhri ke kadwe dino ke saath bhi rehna seekh lenge hum...!! 😅😅😅


Chhote mote jhgre ho bht dino tak baatein na krna toh shayad nrml bn hi chuka tha...


Isliye aadat si ho gyi thi... Teri kami khlti bhi to kisse kehti...??

Us school me after 10 sbne different streams choose kiye the...

Waqt badal gya tha... Bht der ho chuki thi...pr shayad mre umeed ki wo sooyi hour hand ki tarah sabsi dheemi chl rhi thi....

School jaana ab pasand nhi tha mujhe... Jaati bhi toh din bhr bs akele baithi bs drwaze ki oor dekhti rehti ki shayad wo commerce stream se koi ldki iss arts wali ke drwaze aae aur sab phr phle jaisa ho jae.... Pr aisa tb hota na jb umeed dono ko hoti aur mra akela hone tujhe bhi khlta...

Nahi... Mere khyalon ki duniya bs ek sapna bn kr hi reh gyi bs..

Haan... Maine apne paer piche kr liye the... Aur shayad tune bhi kadam badhane ki koshis na ki.... Dost jo the tre ps... Bht saare dost.... Jinki maujoodgi ki wajah se shayad meri kami tujhe kbhi mehsus hi na huyi...

Shayad nhi... Beshaq...

Tbhi to.. Ummn chhodo...

Tb bhi bina mnn bhi tu mujhse kbi baatein kr liya krti thi aur main us waqt ka bewaqoofi ke sath intezar kiya krti thi...

Aaj bhi mujhe wo kuch sbse taqleef dene din yaad hai... Jo shayad maine ab tak kisi ko naa bataya...

Kisi ko bhi nhi... 😅😅

Wo din... Jab mre roll no. se phle tk ki ldkiyon ka ASL ho chuka tha aur main wo akhri ldki thi jiska next day ASL tha... Class me us din sirf ldke aae the aur ladkiyon me main....

Sabkl lg rha tha ki main apna ASL dene aayi hun... Pr sahi reason kisi ko nhi pta tha... Us din commerce ki ladkiyon ka bhi tha aur mujhe yeh umeed thi ki shayad yeh achha mauka hai tujhse baat krne ka jiske liye main subha se shaam tk yuh paglo ki trh us period ka intezar kr rhi thi....aakhir wo tym aa hi gya... Kaafi excited thi main... Tmse mulaqat jo hone wali thi... Aur hua kya... Tm phr chali gyi apni khaas dost ke sath...

Han... Tum phr chali gyi... Dil toh kr rha tha bs aaj roo du... Yahi jee bhr kr... Pr purane classmates sath thi... Unse baatein ho rhi thi... Wo hste hue shayad hi kisi ne mre aankho ke piche ka drd dekha hoga...

Phr wo sports day... Jab maine akele participate kiya tha apne class se... Akeli baithi thi... Aur tm apne group ke sath... Us din bhi yeh umeed thi ki shayad aaj...

Chhodo... Ab batane ki zarurat nhi ki aage kya hua hoga...

Aisi kayi kahaniyan jo shayad mre dil ke kisi kone me kaed ho aur bahar nikl kr cheekhna chahte ho aur tmhe batana chahte hai....pr nhi...

Kyuki mujhe pta hai.. Tumhe ab farq nhi pdta... !!


Aur is doori ka karan mra politics me interest aur tmhara us political party ke against hona tha...

Hai na...


Itni baaton ke bd bhi main hr wo muqammal koshis krti thi ki ek nyi shuruwat krnge...

Pr kaise...??

Tmne wo story me jo mujhe mention krke bht kuch likha tha... Pr unme shayad ki ek bhi alfaaz achhe the...Tumhara kayi logon ne sath bhi diya... Tumhe khushi mili na..?? Tumne khush hokr sabka sath diya na...
Sabko ek interesting story ki tarah bataya na...

Aur jab wo maine tmse ldne ke call kiya tb maine tmse pucha bhi tmhe bura kaha lga...??tumne mre us post se samjha kya tha... Tum chahti toh batati... Main tumhe clear krti na... Thi main gusse main... Pr tumne to ulta kya kuch na sunaya.... Mere naam ka intemal itni buri tareeke se kiya....Phr bhi aaj tak maine tri koi bhi bt kisi se nhi kahi.... Aur tumne.... Mere baaton ko khule bazar bech dala...!!

Taqleef tune bht diya h shayad isliye ab aur nhi... Aur nhi bardasht hota... Meri us dost ka hi mre baare me bura kehna... Mujh pr uthi ungliyon ko badhawa dena... Yr drd hota hai💔

Nahi saha jaata hai.. Us din dil se wo pyar nafrat me badal chuka tha...

Pr phr wahi... Kuch waqt baat... Tere zikr hote hi...ya phr teri baatein krti hi aankhe bhr aati hai....

Phir yd aa jata hai wo phn pr akhiri conversation jab main royi thi aur badle me tune mujhse aur chilla kr baat kiya tha...


Bas shayad wo yaadein hi jo mujhe rone se rok kr mazboot banaati hai... Aur tujhe khone ki wo baat ab mujhe satati nahi hai....

Chalo is kahani ka the end toh ho gya... Jinke panne ab wapas palatna sambhav nhi... Bas dua hai us uprwale se ki ab hum dobara kabhi na mile... 💕💕


Han... Ek aur akhiri baat...

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir  Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye  aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi.  
 
 kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry”  se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai.  par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek  friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se  “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki  uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear,  tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha  jis din  maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…

dard shayri

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