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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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Tum Kaisi Mohabbat karti Ho..!! Tum Jab
Bhi Ghar Par Aati Ho Aur Sab Say Batain
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Hoon
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Tum Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Rozana
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Hoon Mein Tum Say Ye Kaisay Pochoon Tum
Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho......!! Chup Chap
See Mein Ho Jata Hoon Phir Dil Mein Apnay
Kehta hoon Mein Aisi Muhabbat Kerta hoon
Tum Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho......
tum kaisi mohabbat karti ho .????????????

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Tum Kaisi Mohabbat karti Ho..!! Tum Jab
Bhi Ghar Par Aati Ho Aur Sab Say Batain
Karti Ho Mein Aout Say Parday ki Janaa'n
Bus Tum Ko Dekhta Rehta Hoon Ik Tum Ko
Dekhnay Ki Khatir Mein Kitna Pagal Hota
Hoon
Mein Aisi Muhabbat Kerta hoon Tum Kaisi
Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Jab Darwazay Par
Dastak Ho Ya Ghanti Phone Ki Bajti Ho Mein
Chor K Sab Kuch Bhagta Hoon Aur Tum Ko Jo
Na Paoon Tou Ji Bhar K Ronay Lagta Hoon
Mein Aisi Muhabbat Kerta Hoon Tum Kaisi
Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Mehfil Mein Kahin
Bhi Jana Ho Kapron Ka Selection Kerna Ho
Rang Bohat Say Samnay Bikhray Hoon Us
Rang Pe Dil Aa Jata Hai Jo Rang K Tum Ko
Bhata Hai Mein Aisi Muhabbat Kerta Hoon
Tum Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Rozana
Apnay College Mein Kisi Aur Ka Lecture
Suntay Hoay Ya Break K Khali Ghantay Mein
dosti Say Batain Kertay Hoay Meray
Dhiyan Mein Tum Aa Jati Ho Mein, Mein
Nahin Rehta Phir Janan Mein Tum Mein Gum
Ho Jata hoon Bus Khuwabon Mein Kho Jata
Hoon Un Aankhon Mein Kho Jata Hoon Mein
Aisi Muhabbat Kerta hoon Tum Kaisi
Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Jis Chehray Par Bhi
Nighah Paray Her Chehra Tum Sa Lagta Hai
Wo Sham Ho Ya Ke Dhop Samey Sab Kitna
Bhala Sa Lagta Hai Janay Ye Kaisa Nasha
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Hoon Tum Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho..?? Tum
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Hai Aisa Tou Nahin Hai Na janan Sirf Meri
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Hi Na Ho Koi Aur Hi Dil Mein Rehta Ho Mein
Tum Say Poochna Chahta hoon Mein Tum Say
Kehna Chahta hoon Lekin Kuch Pooch Nahin
Sakta Mana Ke Muhabbat Hai Phir Bhi Lab
Apnay Khol Nahin Sakta Mein Larka Hoon
Kaisay Keh Doon Mein Kaisi Muhabbat Kerta
Hoon Mein Tum Say Ye Kaisay Pochoon Tum
Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho......!! Chup Chap
See Mein Ho Jata Hoon Phir Dil Mein Apnay
Kehta hoon Mein Aisi Muhabbat Kerta hoon
Tum Kaisi Muhabbat Kerti Ho......
tum kaisi mohabbat karti ho .????????????

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Aaj phir kuch baatein zahir karna chahti hun... Ha.. Phr main tre bare me baatein karna chahti hun...

Karu ya na karu...?? Yeh bhi bht bda sawal hai...

Ha... Dar lgta hai ah tra zikr krne me..

Ha... Ab drti hu phr se tujh pr bharosa krne se...

Kayi baatein zehen me reh si gyi hai jinko bayan krna mushqil hota hai... Bs unhi kisi baaton me se ho tum...


Ha.. Main phr ab tra zikr krna chahti hun...

Aur karu bhi to kaise nhi??

Tu meri dost kam jaan jo thi...

Ummm...
Drr lg rha h...Tra zuban se nikla wo sentence yd aa rha h... " yeh jo tm frndshp ka tag lekr ghuma krti ho na..."

Achha chhodo... Chhodo inn sab baaton ko..

Chalo aaj kuch yaadein taaza karte hai...

Hamari zindagi me ek dusre ka chapter jo end ho chuka hai ab uski kahani aaj share krte hai...

Sath dogi na...??

Bolo...

Nahi dogi...

Pta tha...
Ab nafrat jo ho gyi haj tumhe mujhse...

Apni bst frnd.... Sry ex-bestie se... Cz main sbki trh tmhari han me han nhi milati thi... Apni ray khul kr rkhti thi...

Bs yahi kusoor tha na mera....

Pta h tm us purane kitab si ho... Jinki kuch stories hum kbhi nhi bhul paate... Aur shayad kabhi bhul bhi nhi paunge... 😅😅

Yaad hai humari dosti ki shuruwat kb huyi thi??

Pehli br kb humari baatein shuru huyi thi...

Shayad ab tumhe yaad nhi hoga...

Us din tmhara birthday day.. Aur we were in 8th standard...

Shayad us waqt ko tm ab apni zindagi ka sbse bura waqt manti hogi....Pr kahi na kahi aaj bhi us din ke baare me sochti hi main muskurane lgti hun...

Kitni masoomiyat bhari pdi thi us dosti me jiske shuruwat ek cadbury se huyi thi...jo tmne apne bday pr mujhe diya tha...

Ha...yaad hai na??

Uske baad to maano hamari dosti ki rail gaadi patri pr is speed se chali ki rukne ka naam-o-nishan nhi tha....

Bs mri duniya sare dosto ki duniya tujhme aur teri mujhme...

Ahhht naa naa...

Galat socha krti thi main...

Tere liye shayad hamesha se wo dost tre apne aur hm bs unme se ek the...

Tujhse hr baatein share krna maano mri lyf ka imprtnt part bn chuka tha aur tu most important person...

Haan... Kuch waqt lga mujhe is galatfaimi se bahar aane me pr phr bhi...

Main hasi toh tre sth... Aur kbhi jee bhr royi toh srf tre smne...

Tu hamesha kehti thi naa... Ki mra habbit h hmesha apni bt mnwana... Pr tune kya kiya...??

Tune bhi toh zbrdsti apni ideology thopni chahi na... Aur jo main naa maan payi to chali gyi...

Yaad hai mujhe... Wo apne chhote mote jhgre...

Shayad tre liye main sbse ld jaati thi... Yaad hai..?? Kaise yaad hoga... In baaton ko tu kaise yd rkhegi... Tre ps toh yd krne ke liye aur bhi bht kuch hoga...

Chal koi ni...

Beete waqt ke sath yeh gum bhi seh lenge hum....
Un kuch mithi yadoon aur akhri ke kadwe dino ke saath bhi rehna seekh lenge hum...!! 😅😅😅


Chhote mote jhgre ho bht dino tak baatein na krna toh shayad nrml bn hi chuka tha...


Isliye aadat si ho gyi thi... Teri kami khlti bhi to kisse kehti...??

Us school me after 10 sbne different streams choose kiye the...

Waqt badal gya tha... Bht der ho chuki thi...pr shayad mre umeed ki wo sooyi hour hand ki tarah sabsi dheemi chl rhi thi....

School jaana ab pasand nhi tha mujhe... Jaati bhi toh din bhr bs akele baithi bs drwaze ki oor dekhti rehti ki shayad wo commerce stream se koi ldki iss arts wali ke drwaze aae aur sab phr phle jaisa ho jae.... Pr aisa tb hota na jb umeed dono ko hoti aur mra akela hone tujhe bhi khlta...

Nahi... Mere khyalon ki duniya bs ek sapna bn kr hi reh gyi bs..

Haan... Maine apne paer piche kr liye the... Aur shayad tune bhi kadam badhane ki koshis na ki.... Dost jo the tre ps... Bht saare dost.... Jinki maujoodgi ki wajah se shayad meri kami tujhe kbhi mehsus hi na huyi...

Shayad nhi... Beshaq...

Tbhi to.. Ummn chhodo...

Tb bhi bina mnn bhi tu mujhse kbi baatein kr liya krti thi aur main us waqt ka bewaqoofi ke sath intezar kiya krti thi...

Aaj bhi mujhe wo kuch sbse taqleef dene din yaad hai... Jo shayad maine ab tak kisi ko naa bataya...

Kisi ko bhi nhi... 😅😅

Wo din... Jab mre roll no. se phle tk ki ldkiyon ka ASL ho chuka tha aur main wo akhri ldki thi jiska next day ASL tha... Class me us din sirf ldke aae the aur ladkiyon me main....

Sabkl lg rha tha ki main apna ASL dene aayi hun... Pr sahi reason kisi ko nhi pta tha... Us din commerce ki ladkiyon ka bhi tha aur mujhe yeh umeed thi ki shayad yeh achha mauka hai tujhse baat krne ka jiske liye main subha se shaam tk yuh paglo ki trh us period ka intezar kr rhi thi....aakhir wo tym aa hi gya... Kaafi excited thi main... Tmse mulaqat jo hone wali thi... Aur hua kya... Tm phr chali gyi apni khaas dost ke sath...

Han... Tum phr chali gyi... Dil toh kr rha tha bs aaj roo du... Yahi jee bhr kr... Pr purane classmates sath thi... Unse baatein ho rhi thi... Wo hste hue shayad hi kisi ne mre aankho ke piche ka drd dekha hoga...

Phr wo sports day... Jab maine akele participate kiya tha apne class se... Akeli baithi thi... Aur tm apne group ke sath... Us din bhi yeh umeed thi ki shayad aaj...

Chhodo... Ab batane ki zarurat nhi ki aage kya hua hoga...

Aisi kayi kahaniyan jo shayad mre dil ke kisi kone me kaed ho aur bahar nikl kr cheekhna chahte ho aur tmhe batana chahte hai....pr nhi...

Kyuki mujhe pta hai.. Tumhe ab farq nhi pdta... !!


Aur is doori ka karan mra politics me interest aur tmhara us political party ke against hona tha...

Hai na...


Itni baaton ke bd bhi main hr wo muqammal koshis krti thi ki ek nyi shuruwat krnge...

Pr kaise...??

Tmne wo story me jo mujhe mention krke bht kuch likha tha... Pr unme shayad ki ek bhi alfaaz achhe the...Tumhara kayi logon ne sath bhi diya... Tumhe khushi mili na..?? Tumne khush hokr sabka sath diya na...
Sabko ek interesting story ki tarah bataya na...

Aur jab wo maine tmse ldne ke call kiya tb maine tmse pucha bhi tmhe bura kaha lga...??tumne mre us post se samjha kya tha... Tum chahti toh batati... Main tumhe clear krti na... Thi main gusse main... Pr tumne to ulta kya kuch na sunaya.... Mere naam ka intemal itni buri tareeke se kiya....Phr bhi aaj tak maine tri koi bhi bt kisi se nhi kahi.... Aur tumne.... Mere baaton ko khule bazar bech dala...!!

Taqleef tune bht diya h shayad isliye ab aur nhi... Aur nhi bardasht hota... Meri us dost ka hi mre baare me bura kehna... Mujh pr uthi ungliyon ko badhawa dena... Yr drd hota hai💔

Nahi saha jaata hai.. Us din dil se wo pyar nafrat me badal chuka tha...

Pr phr wahi... Kuch waqt baat... Tere zikr hote hi...ya phr teri baatein krti hi aankhe bhr aati hai....

Phir yd aa jata hai wo phn pr akhiri conversation jab main royi thi aur badle me tune mujhse aur chilla kr baat kiya tha...


Bas shayad wo yaadein hi jo mujhe rone se rok kr mazboot banaati hai... Aur tujhe khone ki wo baat ab mujhe satati nahi hai....

Chalo is kahani ka the end toh ho gya... Jinke panne ab wapas palatna sambhav nhi... Bas dua hai us uprwale se ki ab hum dobara kabhi na mile... 💕💕


Han... Ek aur akhiri baat...

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

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August 2012 ki bat hai, main delhi public school mein class 12th mein padti thi. aur us din, main ne apne school se half day liya aur bahar akar Amit jo mera boy friend tha aur mere school ke peeche hi uska ghar tha…!! usko phone kar ke kaha ki …vo akar apni bike se mujhe mere ghar tak chhod de. Amit ne kaha ki vo 5 minute mein aa jayega par hamesha ki tarah 5 min ke 25 min ho gaye the par vo nahi aaya. main bahar khadi hokar uska wait kar rahi thi, phir lagbhag 30 min ke baad vo aaya , mujhe Amit pe bahut gussa aa raha tha aur jab maine usse yah puchha ki itni der kaise ho gayi to usne kaha ki vo TV dekh raha tha. yah bat sunakr to mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya aur maine use ghar vapas jane ke liye kah diya. phir  Amit ne sirf dikhane ke liye mujhe “I am sorry ” kaha.!! muhje pata tha ki usne mujhe dil se “sorry” nahi kaha. par chalo main is bat se khush thi ki usne atleast “sorry” to kaha. par kuchh hi dinon mein uska yah “sorry” kahna uski adat ban gaya. shayad “sorry” vo sirf isliye kahta tha taki usko aage koi explaination na dena pade, aur bat vahin par khatam ho jaye  aur muhje uski yah bat kabhi bhi achchhi nahi lagti thi.  
 
 kyunki agar vo kuchh galat karta hai to uska explaination usko dena chahiye. sirf “I am sorry ” kah dene se sab kuchh thik nahi ho jata na. par shayad amit is bat ko samajhne ko taiyaar nahi tha aur na hi apni adat ko sudharne ke liye aur hamesha ki tarah vo galti karta raha aur sirf “sorry” bolkar bat khatam karta raha. maine kafi koshish ki vo is bat ko samjhe. akhir main usse pyar karti hun aur vo mujhse aur ek love relationship sirf “sorry”  se nahi chalti. relationship mein understanding ka hona bahut jaruri hai.  par amit kuchh samjne ko taiyar hi nahi tha shayad… khair, meri kafi koshish ke baad bhi amit ne apna attitude nahi badla aur finallly i decided to break -up our relationship aur tab se maine usse bat aur phone karna band kar diya tha. Isi tarah 2 mahine bit gaye. par shayad main amit se itna pyar karti thi ki usko bhool pana mere liye thoda mushkil tha. isliye 2 mahine bad main ek din amit ke school gayi aur jab maine uske friends se amit ke baren mein puchha to unhone bataya ki amit ek mahine se school nahi aaya hai. maine amit ke mobile pe phone kiya to vo switch off aa raha tha. ab mujhe amit ke liye thoda tension hone laga tha. isliye maine apne ek  friend jo amit ka bhi friend tha usko phone kiya aur amit ke baren mein puchha to usne bataya ki Amit to ek mahine se hospital mein hai. main agle hi din amit se milne hospital gayi aur jaise hi main amit ke room mein pahunchi to maine dekha ki amit bed par leta hua tha aur kuchh bhi bol nahi pa raha tha . amit ko aisi halat mein dekh kar main rone lagi aur amit se bar bar kuchh bolne ke liye kahne lagi par amit bahut mushkil se hi kuchh bol nahi pa raha tha. mujhe dekh kar uski aankh se bhi aansu niklne lage aur usne mujhe phir se  “I am Sorry” kaha aur aankhe band kar li. Afsos ye ki  uske baad uski aankhe kabhi nahi khul payi. amit mujhe chhod kar kafi door chala gaya tha aur mujko aaj bhi is bat pe vishwas nahi hota ki amit ab is duniya mein nahi hai. ek mahine baad Amit ke mummy mere ghar aayi aur mujhe kuchh letters diye jo amit ne mere liye likhe the. aur jab maine uska ek letter khol ka pada to usme likha tha. my dear,  tumko baar baar sorry kahna mujhko bhi achchha nahi lagtaa tha. jis din tumne mere liye 30 minute wait kiya aur jab main late aaya tha  jis din  maine tumko sorry kaha tha us din main janbujh kar late nahi aya tha. us din pahli baar meri chest mein pain hua tha aur main behosh ho gaya tha aur jaise hi mujhko hosh aaya main vaise hi bahar tumhare pass aa gaya tha us din maine yah sab isliye nahi bataya kyunki mujhe pata tha ki shayad tumko meri baton pe yakin na aaye. aur uske bad maine jitni bhi baar tumko sorry kaha un sab ke piche yahi ek reason tha. i had a hole in my heart and God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for the lifetime. main bhi tumko bahut pyar karta tha, karta hun, aur karta rahunga.bas tumko yah sab kahne ki himmat kabhi nahi kar paya. i m sorry. i love you my angel … AMIT Kaash main Amit ko samaj pati…

dard shayri

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