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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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fark nahi padta....
fark nahi padta,han ab fark nahi padta tere jhut bolne se,tere late reply karne se ab fark nahi padta,nahi padta ab fark yun dekhkr bhi tere ignore kar dene se,han sach me ab fark nahi padta,tere dard me hone se,nahi padta ab mujhe fark tujhe chhot lgne se,han ab mujhe fark nahi padta tere kisi or ladki ko chune se,nahi padta ab fark mujhe tere yun nashe mujhe phone krne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe or ab tere drink karne se gussa bhi nahi aata mujhe,nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ke sath hasne se kisi or ka hath pakadne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe ab tere rone se ,nahi padta fark mujhe teri sadness se,han nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ko chahne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ko chahne se,par kyu tu akela hota hai to mujhe yaad krta hai calls karta hai,sach kahu nahi padta ab fark mujhe ye janane se bhi,aakhir kyu aansu aa jate hai tujhe sochte hi,sach kahi ab nahi padta fark mere khud ke aansu aane se bhi poch leti hu aansu apne,janti hu tu nahi aayega mere aansu pochne nahi datega tu mujhe mere rone pe,or ab mujhe fark nahi padta tere hone se....

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Mujhe tumse zyda kuch nahi chahiye..na tumhari daulat...na tumhari shohrat...na hi ye tumhara bada naam....... chahiye to bs itna ki ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mai tumse Baatien isliye nahi Karta tha ki ek din mai tumhe apni baahon mein paana chahta tha....mene tumhe pyar tumhari Jism ki khubsurati dekh nahi kiya...balki isliye ki tumhara dil khubsoorat hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhari ye muskurahat meri sabse pasandida hai..... sirf isliye nahi ki muskurate hue tum behad khubsurat lagti ho.....balki isliye mujhe tumhari iss maasoom muskan mein apna pura jahaan dikhta hai....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mujhe tumhare iss dost se toh kbi uss dost se Baatien Karna bura nahi lagta....Bs tumhare durr ho jaane ke khayal se bhi dar jaata hu...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhare kuch karne pe paabandi nahi lagata...tum patang nahi....khule aasman mein udne wala panchhi ho....haan par tumhare aandhere mein raasta bhatak jaane ki chinta rehti hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumne sab par bharosa kar ke dekha.....tumhe nirash hona pada..par tum mujhpe bhi ek baar ko yaakien karke dekho...mai apni puri zindagi tumhare naam kardunga...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Kahin esa naa ho....kahin esa naa ho ki kabhi tumse bhut dur ho jau...aur uss samay mere naa hone ka ehsaas ho...aur tab main chah kar bhi tumhare paas naa aaskun....usse phle...yaar ab to mujhe samjho..

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Mujhe tumse zyda kuch nahi chahiye..na tumhari daulat...na tumhari shohrat...na hi ye tumhara bada naam....... chahiye to bs itna ki ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mai tumse Baatien isliye nahi Karta tha ki ek din mai tumhe apni baahon mein paana chahta tha....mene tumhe pyar tumhari Jism ki khubsurati dekh nahi kiya...balki isliye ki tumhara dil khubsoorat hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhari ye muskurahat meri sabse pasandida hai..... sirf isliye nahi ki muskurate hue tum behad khubsurat lagti ho.....balki isliye mujhe tumhari iss maasoom muskan mein apna pura jahaan dikhta hai....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mujhe tumhare iss dost se toh kbi uss dost se Baatien Karna bura nahi lagta....Bs tumhare durr ho jaane ke khayal se bhi dar jaata hu...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhare kuch karne pe paabandi nahi lagata...tum patang nahi....khule aasman mein udne wala panchhi ho....haan par tumhare aandhere mein raasta bhatak jaane ki chinta rehti hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumne sab par bharosa kar ke dekha.....tumhe nirash hona pada..par tum mujhpe bhi ek baar ko yaakien karke dekho...mai apni puri zindagi tumhare naam kardunga...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Kahin esa naa ho....kahin esa naa ho ki kabhi tumse bhut dur ho jau...aur uss samay mere naa hone ka ehsaas ho...aur tab main chah kar bhi tumhare paas naa aaskun....usse phle...yaar ab to mujhe samjho..
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me kisiki khushi k liye nhi jeeti 
mujhe to shauk hai apni zid par jeene ka......
   

tu rahe kahi or ya na rahe ...
mujhe to shauk hai tere liye jeene ka...

sab kuch gawa diya tujhe paane ke khatir.....
lekin tujhe to shauk hai kisi or ke gham seene ka......

ab Mohabbat me zabardasti to nhi hoti....
isliye ab 
mujhe shauk hai apne aansuo ko peene ka 
mujhe aaj bhi shauk hai tere liye jeene ka...

#intezaar

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"tu jee sakta hai mere bina, par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi"

ek wo bhi waqt tha jab subah se shaam tak hmari baate hua karti thi,
arse baad hi shi par mulakaate hua karti thi,
or ab ye alam hai ke tum mjhe yaad karte tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

mene to tujhse niswart pyaar kia,
mujhe kya pata tha tu mera ho sakta hi nahi,
ek ek karke yu khwaab pyaar se sajaye the, jo ab kho se rahe hai khi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

tu kehta hai me tujhe samajhti nahi,
ladti hu pyaar karti nahi
par ye kyu nahi samajhta ke meri jindgi tere bina chalti nahi,
tujhse tera waqt mangti hu sara din kyuki tere bina mera or koi hai hi nahi
tu too jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina ab jee sakti nahi

jin jimmedariyo ke liye chor gaya mujhe, wo sath bhi to nibha sakta tha mere, ya tu mujhe uss layak samajhta hi nahi
puri duniya kehti hai sab to hai tere pass, fir kyu tu roti hai
par unhe kon samjhaye ke meri duniya hi tu hai or koi nahi
are tu jee sakta hai mere bina par me tere bina ab jee sakti hi nahi

to kya hua ab thoda gussa karne laga hai, thoda badal gya hai
par uss baat par chor du tujhe mera pyaar utna kamjor to nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mjhe tere bina ab jeena hi nahi

are mujhe ek baar samjhaya to hota, apna haal btaya to hota
tujhe khushiya dena mera farj ban jata, tere saare dukh mehaj ek bhram ban jata, par tune to kabhi koshish kari tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

haa manti hu mene bhi bhut sataya hai tujhe, akeli raato mai bhut rulaya hai tujhe,
par chaha na tha tu kabhi roothe, hamara sath yu kabhi choote
are mene to sapne sajaye the tere sath par tune yu ankhe khol di ke ab neend aati tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina ab jee sakti nahi

tu to chala gaya par meri saheliya ab bhi mujhe tere naam se chidati hai,
kese khdu ke sath nahi ham, intjaar to ab bhi hai tera ke aaega or gale laga lega, ab kabhi nahi jaunga kehke mujhe mana lega
par itni bhi der na laga dena ke wo yaade kahi kho si jaaye,
tere bina jeene ki adat mujhe ho si jaaye
kyuki upar se to hass rahi hu par andar bachi nahi mere jara bhi khushi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jeena chahti hi nahi

_tanya jain_

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Kahaniya upar wala likhta hai or hum sab uske kirdaar hai iska yakin muje hua par both waqt baad
Meri kahani mai sirf teen kirdaar hai ye koi love tringle to nahi par usse kam bhi nahi tha
Muje yaad hai jab maine 2013 June mai apna naya office join kiya us waqt mai already 5 saal se relationship mai tha vo relationship aisa tha jiski shruat bhi kisi kahani se kam nahi thi par agar mai usse btaane lag jaau to shayad ik puri kitab likhni padjaigi , Aaj mai apko btaaunga kis trha pyar se pyar ka connection hota hai or kaise pyar mai se hi ik or pyar ka janam hota hai
Jab mai office gaya to hum karib 10 log the jinhone ek sath join kiya tha dheere dheere sabki dosti gehrati gai or hum sab mai achi bonding hogai , sab ik dusre ko apni apni baatein khulke btaane lage maine bhi sabko apne ik laute pyar ke bare mai khulke btaaya , shayad un sab mai se koi ek thi jisse meri kahani sabse jada choo gai or use najane ku mairi baatein achi lagne lagi both jaldi vo or mai both ache dost bhi ban gaye or phir vo mairi jindagi ka ek aeham hissa bangayi , Vo ab har chij janaa chahti thi shayad maira mairi gf ke liye jo pyar usne dekha us pyar ne use kisi uske karibi ki yaad diladi , mai hamesha se shayad phle din se janta tha khi vo dheere dheere maire karib aati jarahi thi , mai janta tha ki mai uska kabhi nahi ho sakta kunki mai phle se kisi or ka tha or vo bhi ye ache se janti thi , par kai baar aisa lagta tha shayad mai jisse pyar samaj raha hu vo uski maire liye hamdardi ho kunki usne muje kai baar pareshan or rote hue dekha tha vo janti thi ki mai apne pyar ki vjaha se kitni mushkilo se gujar raha tha par phir bhi vo hamesha muje sirf yahi samjati thi ki ek din sab thik hojaiga , vo janti thi ki meri GF jo kuch maire sath kari thi vo kahi na kahi galat tha par phir bhi vo hamesha usi ki side leti thi ,
Phir ik din aisa aaya jisne muje ye saaf kardiya ki uska pyar maire liye kis had tak tha , vo rat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta , hum office ki ek official party mai the or sab jante the ki mai ek heavy drunker hu or is baat ki sabse jada chid meri us khaas dost ko bhi thi , par us din vo aayi or usne kaha ki “ I wana try once “ I asked what “ she said vodka “ maine kaha pagal hai kya tu its all bad don’t do this , usne kaha nahi muje krna hai maine kaha phir kabhi karliyo mere samne mat kr usne insist kiya to maine kaha itne log hai kisi ko kehde leayega but she said no I just want to drink with you , mai uske drink laya or hum pub se bahar out area mai akela bethe the , baatein hone lagi us waqt meri gf or meri karib 10-15 din se baat nahi hui thi mai both upset tha or shayad vo hamare break ka phla padaav tha , Hum dono bethe the maine Cigrate jalayi to usne har baar ki traha manna nahi kiya ulta muje le li or peene lagi maine rokne ki both koshish ki par vo maani nahi ,mai samaj nahi paraha tha vo aisa ku kari us din mai usse dekh tut gaya or naajane kab ro pada usne apna hath maire hatho par rakha or bade pyar se bola “ Love kab tak isi trha pareshaan rahega jindagi both badi kab tak aise jiyega “ maine bhi gusse mai bol diya tuje kya pta teri life to set hai tuje kya tension hai ‘ achanak usne hath hata liya or vaha se jane lagi maine uska hath pakda or rok kar usse vahi bitha diya, ye phli baar tha jab maine uski ankho mai aansu dekha , uski ankhe 3-4 seconds mai laal surkh ho chuki thi , maine kaha kya hua tuje to usne kaha kuch nahi , par usdin muje phli baar laga ki kuch to hai jo mujse chupa hai , maine phir pucha please btaa kya baar hai usne kuch nahi kaha , is baar maine uske hatho par hath rakhaa or phli baar use kaha tu both achi or ache log rote hue ache nahi lagte maine usse kaha maine tujse acha insaan kabhi nahi dekha , Usne muje kaha or maine tujse acha pyar karne waala, mai haspdaa or vo bhi , maine use kaha ab both hogya mai is relationship ko aage nahi bdaaunga , phli baar usne bhi kaha ki ye teri personal life hai or tu hi sahi decision le sakta hai , is baar usne ya nahi kaha sab thik hojiaga par ik hint degai ki ab sab khatam karne mai hi sahi hai , phir hum dono ander gaya or dance kiya or thodi der baad hum apne apne ghar chal diye

Raaste bhar mai sochta raha uske bare mai or ik last baar maine apni gf ko phone krke pucha what do you want “ she said break up “ maine bhi gusse mai kehdiya bhaad mai ja, ghar jakar maine nashe mai apni dost payal ko phone kiya or baatein karne laga pta nahi kab ghanto nikal gaye baatein krte krte hum dono emotional hogaye maine usse pucha “ do you love me “ usne kaha tu nashe mai subha sab bhul jaiga maine kaha I am serious , usne kaha maire pass koi answer nahi hai iska, maine kaha aj ha bol ya na muje janaa hai , usne kaha tu apni gf se pyar karta to maire pyar karne na karne se kya farak padega both der hum behsas krte rahe par shayad sahi kehte hai daaru hamesha sach bolti hai or hamari baat I love you par akar khatam hui ,agle din na maine payal ko phone kiya na usne vo long weekend tha hum dono office mile par dono koi aisi baat nahi ki jisse us raat ka zikr ho par ab dono ik dusre ko ignore kar rahe the , ik sham uska phone aaya or usne kaha love mai ghar jarahi hu tere liye kuch laau maine kaha nahi abi rehan de birthday pe tujse kuch achaa hi manglunga usne kaha nahi jo chaiye abi bol maine kaha are pagal hai kya mai maajak kraa tha usne kaha nahi bol birthday pe kya chaiye ye January ka mahina tha 2015 or maira birthday September mai tha to maine use kaha abi both waqt hai par vo jidd krne lagi to maine kaha jo dil ho dediyo usne kaha pakka maine kaha ha pakka , Jab vo lauti ik pyari shirt laayi use pta tha ki 12th feb ko mairi behan ki shadi thi and she was invited , maine usse kaha tuje aana hai pakka phle usne both mnaa kiya usne kaha nahi teri GF bhi ayegi usse bura lagega maine kaha I don’t care and muje nahi lagta vo ayegi bhi kunki ab meri or gf ki baat to shru ho chuki thi par ye sirf formality wala relationship chalraha tha maine apni gf ko baar kaha aaiyo jarur to usne kaha nahi ab shadi mai nahi aungi kunki mai nahi chahti teri family ko lage hum abi bhi sath hai mai is baat or pareshan tha ki akhir kya khan chahti hai vo kya vo bol rahi hai ye sab khatam ho chukka , phir din gujrate rahe shadi karib aati gai
Ik taraf mairi gf jo muje mnaa kar rahi thi aane ko dusri taraf maire dosto or behan ko phle btaa chuki thi mai aungi but love ko surprise dena chahti hu isliye usse chida rahi hu , mai is se anjaan tha or maire ander mairi gf ke lilye pyar kuch kam sa hogya tha , shadi ka din aaya usse 5 din phle mairi payal se bat hui thi maine usse bola ki aana jaroor hai , shadi ka din aaaya mai kaam kaaj mai both busy tha or sach kahu to maire khyaal mai hi nahi aaya ki mai usse ek baar phone krke dubara bolu mai chahta to tha ki vo aaye par kaam ke karan usse phone krna bhul gaya , raaat karib 11 baje meri gf aayi mai usse dekh both khush hua it was an surrise and I was damn happy or mai bhul gaya payal ke bare mai , phir do din baad maine uske phone par call kiye use daantne ke liye ki vo aayi ku nahi kisi ne phone nahi uthaaya . 10 mint baad jab muje call aayi to age se kisi ladke awaaj thi or usne kaha love ? maine kaha ha kon usne bola mai uska bhai bol raha hu , maine kaha vo kaha hai , he said ab vo nahi hai , maine kaha matlb kaha gai usne kaha boht dur maine kaha kya bhai kya kehra hai usne , he said she is no more and we are taking her body to her home town I was shocked or mai jaha khada tha vahi beth gaya ye phli baar tab koi both kairibi muje chodh gaya tha hamesha ke liye , mai 15 mint tak zameen par hi betha raha or uthne ki himmat nahi kar paaya , mairi himmat nahi hui ki mai phone krke puch bhi paau ki akhir hua kya tha or achanak vo kaise chale gai , agle din maine himmat kar dubara phone kiya to muje ptaa laga ki vo kitni brave thi or akhir ku vo hamesha zidd karti ku vo har chij jaldi se jaldi krna chahti thi, mairi uski mummy se baat hui unhone muje btaaya ki use to phle se hi malum tha ki uske pass waqt both kam tha uski mummy ne btaya uski disease itni severe thi ki har 2-3 mahine mai uska pura blood change hota tha , maine bola usne hame kabhi btaya ku nahi usne hum mai se kisi ko kabi apne karib nahi smjha shayad isliye usne chupayi humse itni badi baat , uski mom ne kaha nahi aisi koi baat nahi thi , uski mom ne btaaya ki kaise usne unhe btaya tha ki love ki sis ki shadi hai isliye use phone mat krna koi mai chahti hu us se milna par abi ye sahi waqt nahi hai , mai rota raha or kosta raha apne apko ki muje sahi waqt mai ku nahi ptaa laga shayad mai kuch kar pata shayad mai usse akhiri waqt mai har vo khushi de paata jo chahti uski death 12 feb shadi waale din hi hui thi maine use 14th feb ko phone kiya tha mai use valentine’s day wish krna chahta tha use shayad btana chahta tha us pyar waale din ki muje bhi uski parvaaha hai par vo din mairi jindagi ka sabse bura din banke rehgyaa , aj ye coincidence hai ki mai story likh raha hu or aj uski dusri death anniversary bhi hai
Kuch vakye jindagi mai aise hote hai jo hamesha ke liye ik sawaal chodh jaata mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya ki vo muje pyar karti thi ya sirf hamdardi thi mai aj bhi samaj nahi paaya akhir kaise 2 saal mai ek bhi aisa lamha nahi aaya jab usne mujhe apni kamjori ka ehsaas dilaya , vo to chale gai par muje jindagi bhar ke liye ek chij sikha gai ke sach maire gamm both kamm hai duniya mai to log mujse bhi bade gamm assani se jhel kar jee rahe hai , aj bhi agar koi mujse puche ki kya maine kisi aise insane ko dekha hai jise pta ho wo marne waala hai , maira jawaab abi bhi na hoga kunki maine to hamesha ek jinda dil ladki dekhi thi jo dusro ke sath hamesha khadi rehti thi
14th feb 2016 valentine waale din muje ehsaas hua ki akhir ku usne muje maira birthday gift itni jaldi diya , ku us raat usne maire sath drink ki shayad us ek raat vo jeena chahti thi , I still miss her I don’t if I love her or not but I am sure I respect her more than anything , uske kuch hi time baad maira mairi gf se bhi hamesha ki liye break up hogya aj mai akela hu bilkul akela aj maire liye valentine’day ka matlb sirf uski akhir lamho ki yaad hai
I wish vo jaha bhi khush ho aj mai nojoto ka both dhnya vadi hu ki muje is kahani ko kehne ka mauka mila aj tak jo baat sirf muje tak simit thi is khani ke jariye mairi kai apno ko pta lagegi

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fark nahi padta....
fark nahi padta,han ab fark nahi padta tere jhut bolne se,tere late reply karne se ab fark nahi padta,nahi padta ab fark yun dekhkr bhi tere ignore kar dene se,han sach me ab fark nahi padta,tere dard me hone se,nahi padta ab mujhe fark tujhe chhot lgne se,han ab mujhe fark nahi padta tere kisi or ladki ko chune se,nahi padta ab fark mujhe tere yun nashe mujhe phone krne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe or ab tere drink karne se gussa bhi nahi aata mujhe,nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ke sath hasne se kisi or ka hath pakadne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe ab tere rone se ,nahi padta fark mujhe teri sadness se,han nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ko chahne se,han nahi padta fark mujhe tere kisi or ko chahne se,par kyu tu akela hota hai to mujhe yaad krta hai calls karta hai,sach kahu nahi padta ab fark mujhe ye janane se bhi,aakhir kyu aansu aa jate hai tujhe sochte hi,sach kahi ab nahi padta fark mere khud ke aansu aane se bhi poch leti hu aansu apne,janti hu tu nahi aayega mere aansu pochne nahi datega tu mujhe mere rone pe,or ab mujhe fark nahi padta tere hone se....

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Mujhe tumse zyda kuch nahi chahiye..na tumhari daulat...na tumhari shohrat...na hi ye tumhara bada naam....... chahiye to bs itna ki ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mai tumse Baatien isliye nahi Karta tha ki ek din mai tumhe apni baahon mein paana chahta tha....mene tumhe pyar tumhari Jism ki khubsurati dekh nahi kiya...balki isliye ki tumhara dil khubsoorat hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhari ye muskurahat meri sabse pasandida hai..... sirf isliye nahi ki muskurate hue tum behad khubsurat lagti ho.....balki isliye mujhe tumhari iss maasoom muskan mein apna pura jahaan dikhta hai....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mujhe tumhare iss dost se toh kbi uss dost se Baatien Karna bura nahi lagta....Bs tumhare durr ho jaane ke khayal se bhi dar jaata hu...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhare kuch karne pe paabandi nahi lagata...tum patang nahi....khule aasman mein udne wala panchhi ho....haan par tumhare aandhere mein raasta bhatak jaane ki chinta rehti hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumne sab par bharosa kar ke dekha.....tumhe nirash hona pada..par tum mujhpe bhi ek baar ko yaakien karke dekho...mai apni puri zindagi tumhare naam kardunga...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Kahin esa naa ho....kahin esa naa ho ki kabhi tumse bhut dur ho jau...aur uss samay mere naa hone ka ehsaas ho...aur tab main chah kar bhi tumhare paas naa aaskun....usse phle...yaar ab to mujhe samjho..

#yaar_ab_to_tum_mujhe_samjho❣❣
Mujhe tumse zyda kuch nahi chahiye..na tumhari daulat...na tumhari shohrat...na hi ye tumhara bada naam....... chahiye to bs itna ki ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mai tumse Baatien isliye nahi Karta tha ki ek din mai tumhe apni baahon mein paana chahta tha....mene tumhe pyar tumhari Jism ki khubsurati dekh nahi kiya...balki isliye ki tumhara dil khubsoorat hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhari ye muskurahat meri sabse pasandida hai..... sirf isliye nahi ki muskurate hue tum behad khubsurat lagti ho.....balki isliye mujhe tumhari iss maasoom muskan mein apna pura jahaan dikhta hai....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Mujhe tumhare iss dost se toh kbi uss dost se Baatien Karna bura nahi lagta....Bs tumhare durr ho jaane ke khayal se bhi dar jaata hu...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumhare kuch karne pe paabandi nahi lagata...tum patang nahi....khule aasman mein udne wala panchhi ho....haan par tumhare aandhere mein raasta bhatak jaane ki chinta rehti hai.....par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Tumne sab par bharosa kar ke dekha.....tumhe nirash hona pada..par tum mujhpe bhi ek baar ko yaakien karke dekho...mai apni puri zindagi tumhare naam kardunga...par yaar ab to tum mujhe samjho
Kahin esa naa ho....kahin esa naa ho ki kabhi tumse bhut dur ho jau...aur uss samay mere naa hone ka ehsaas ho...aur tab main chah kar bhi tumhare paas naa aaskun....usse phle...yaar ab to mujhe samjho..
#Nojotohindi
#Nojoto
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me kisiki khushi k liye nhi jeeti 
mujhe to shauk hai apni zid par jeene ka......
   

tu rahe kahi or ya na rahe ...
mujhe to shauk hai tere liye jeene ka...

sab kuch gawa diya tujhe paane ke khatir.....
lekin tujhe to shauk hai kisi or ke gham seene ka......

ab Mohabbat me zabardasti to nhi hoti....
isliye ab 
mujhe shauk hai apne aansuo ko peene ka 
mujhe aaj bhi shauk hai tere liye jeene ka...

#intezaar

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"tu jee sakta hai mere bina, par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi"

ek wo bhi waqt tha jab subah se shaam tak hmari baate hua karti thi,
arse baad hi shi par mulakaate hua karti thi,
or ab ye alam hai ke tum mjhe yaad karte tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

mene to tujhse niswart pyaar kia,
mujhe kya pata tha tu mera ho sakta hi nahi,
ek ek karke yu khwaab pyaar se sajaye the, jo ab kho se rahe hai khi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

tu kehta hai me tujhe samajhti nahi,
ladti hu pyaar karti nahi
par ye kyu nahi samajhta ke meri jindgi tere bina chalti nahi,
tujhse tera waqt mangti hu sara din kyuki tere bina mera or koi hai hi nahi
tu too jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina ab jee sakti nahi

jin jimmedariyo ke liye chor gaya mujhe, wo sath bhi to nibha sakta tha mere, ya tu mujhe uss layak samajhta hi nahi
puri duniya kehti hai sab to hai tere pass, fir kyu tu roti hai
par unhe kon samjhaye ke meri duniya hi tu hai or koi nahi
are tu jee sakta hai mere bina par me tere bina ab jee sakti hi nahi

to kya hua ab thoda gussa karne laga hai, thoda badal gya hai
par uss baat par chor du tujhe mera pyaar utna kamjor to nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mjhe tere bina ab jeena hi nahi

are mujhe ek baar samjhaya to hota, apna haal btaya to hota
tujhe khushiya dena mera farj ban jata, tere saare dukh mehaj ek bhram ban jata, par tune to kabhi koshish kari tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jee sakti nahi

haa manti hu mene bhi bhut sataya hai tujhe, akeli raato mai bhut rulaya hai tujhe,
par chaha na tha tu kabhi roothe, hamara sath yu kabhi choote
are mene to sapne sajaye the tere sath par tune yu ankhe khol di ke ab neend aati tak nahi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina ab jee sakti nahi

tu to chala gaya par meri saheliya ab bhi mujhe tere naam se chidati hai,
kese khdu ke sath nahi ham, intjaar to ab bhi hai tera ke aaega or gale laga lega, ab kabhi nahi jaunga kehke mujhe mana lega
par itni bhi der na laga dena ke wo yaade kahi kho si jaaye,
tere bina jeene ki adat mujhe ho si jaaye
kyuki upar se to hass rahi hu par andar bachi nahi mere jara bhi khushi
tu jee sakta hai mere bina par mai tere bina jeena chahti hi nahi

_tanya jain_

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