No matter what, I still.....
When things are neglected, the story usually goes unheard.#Poetry #Stories #abuse #Rape #Woman #Life #fighter
One night when breeze dance drastically, that's when it all start.
Cold and Cold the night gets like it was snowing oh, I fret.
It was only me and my brother Jaret waiting on our mother shernet.
The night get colder the darker it gets, there were big dark clouds seem as if the ground will wet.
Some how this was the time bad deeds play, the predator awaits his prey; slay over and over again for someone I put my trust ravish my innocent and strong devour.
Now fed and settle and make it an acquaintance when simple screams are too humble can't withstand his power.
I tremble and shake more and more like I am loosing my nerves and my mind, I got upset as I remembered and start to cry.
I get comfort but somehow I am a born regret, I am loosing it. It all will show in time but what stun me the most is that, they say am a weird child that's not passionate about life.
There's not one cut nor a bruises seen now, but am hurting mentally and paralyze within.
Scar to life I grid my teeth and pull my hair for only if what I am going through I could share.
Years pass by I stop "talk; why living with a mark that cannot depart.
Not one sound or utter it seem for when this suffering drawn going to leave.
That tragic moment reflect again as I try to live a joyful life, then it struck again.
Now I know why it's hard to trust people, I just want to stay alone and talk to my emotions, that's the only friend.
Trap in a shell and stay within, a dark shade dull my smile and grind, for no one could understand why.
Mom only daughter child loose her smile, that once was so happily and smile so bright but as she grew a teenager that smile become a frown and every happy moments get sad and agony strive, it's like hopefullness is drown.
So on her birthday she got a Dairy she spend much time with; it's like there bonding is vivid, until one day she forget to take the dairy, left at home and that's how things fall in place. Mother start to read and suddenly cry, wailing and holding her chest a broken hearted child,now you know why.
For her husband was the cause of it all and suspicion became realisation for he was the predator that prey the child, a man with integrity fall by the wayside that harm as already instill , how could this happen I was so blind.
I told you and you said it's a lie. I wept day and night I was so scorn to live and became so shy, now you know why I almost die because this man say if I talk he will cut out my light.
This is not to hide up details or to point finger but show up these person that cause pain to linger, start pointing fingers for abuse need to Un-introduced for this stain the motions and cannot with drew.
End to abuse, it's a crime talk up youths don't be blind
Don't ever just act to be in love, for being physical...😥🙏