A slow, broken and shaken voice arised, slowly... asked in the crowd... Can I speak... ? Someone said... give him the Mike please.
He hold the mike, stood up very difficultly from his seat in a low and steady voice spoke...
" I am 75 now. I'm proud to say I am still waiting for her. You all are debating on love, break up, again love, again break up... ! Do you know what you are doing with your heart. Before anyone else you are killing it, with that doubt that someone is not yours or will move on and away from you. That brain with that doubt kills all your emotions, feelings and you let it do it you too. Before anything like that ever happens. Hope has been died in this civilization. There is less potential risk anywhere of dieing because of hunger or no clothes or no shelter. It's just the fear of loosing someone special. That makes you even loose that person . That fear breaks you too. Why can't you be committed to your first love ? Why do you let your fears to win you always. It's so easy, why do you give your heart so many options? If not she someone, someone else. If not someone else. It is so simple to love one person and be happy if not with her then with her imagination, in her dreams. Yes I'm still waiting her. And I feel life so simple, I love every other girl too but as my sisters. If Shree Ram also had to go away from his wife for years, the same can happen with anyone. If God can go through such situations then being human who we are to think we are in pain, away from our partner. Having a love is kind of a blessing, you might never be with her for whole life, but why that fear, if she would have got married someone else. Would be happy with someone else. Then what? How that changes your feelings for her. May be circumstances made her to get married. Not to one but many people like Krishna had. He had a large family too. But we still worship Radha with Krishna. Why do we call them symbol of love. There was no way to prove for them that they loved each other only. Even they were physically never together. " He laughed and said " What you call love is the selfish desires, that you want from someone to be fulfilled and if she didn't able to you are ready to switch for another... Which was never love..." " I know my love might never come to meet me, but how can that replace him with someone else... I'm waiting and this waiting is of full of pain but very satisfying, I feel complete with all my own feelings. Love is your own state of mind and heart, it has nothing to do with the other person... You just need to feel her, in your every expression of love..."