I wave my hand in the sky.. To try to cut through the winds.. Waiting for those beautiful memories to hit in.. I have lost those people.. And now I wonder if my heart is still healing.. I want to know how it feels.. To have feelings.. I miss pain, I miss that sigh.. I miss that calmness that the noise has been stealing.... Now I find myself staring at the ceiling.. Looking for stars to smile at and to let those celestial bodies know that it's okay...... To be addicted to concealing.. I wonder if everyone feels that everything is unappealing.. #thoughts #yqbaba #lifelessons #life #diary #stories #me #memories