I wish we could go back to the days when we were best friends. You sensed my sadness from afar,and always managed to cheer me up. Now, I feel trapped in time, with schedules and people running everywhere with the ticking of the clock all around me. I breathe, yet, I don’t feel alive. I am happy celebrating this gift of life, yet, I feel my senses have numbed. The stinging pain hurts but I am not able to cry. I feel like calling you or drop you a text and tell you tonight that, “I am sad, please help me, I need you.” But I won’t.I know exactly what you will say and I am not ready to hear the same thing again. I wish you would understand that at this moment I do not need philosophical references,but a caring hand of a friend and warm arms of a person I once called my “best friend” #bestfriends #feel_trapped #needyou #latenightmusings #yqbaba
