Letter to my mom in heaven //Captioned// Dear Amma, Hope you are happy somewhere. You made our life happy and you vanished away all of sudden.What I am today is all because of you. You beared dystocia and you gave me life by giving your flesh and blood. You cherished when I crawled for first time, You holded my hands when i stumbled to stand steadily. You taught me to took forward steps in walk. You feared a lot when i started pedaling cycle for first time.You become happy on seeing me growing up. When I'm eight, you taught me infinite love and affection. You been my everything and now become nothing in this world. You lose your blood and flesh to give me birth. Like a hen safeguards it's eggs, you protected me from every hurdles. Your blood and soul bleeds in pain. I'm crying every night till dawn light strikes my eyes. It's difficult for me to open eyes in striving day time. For every one, Mom is love. But for me, the word becomes vain and pain indulges in veins. I'm left alone as she died of deadly cancer. I am striving hard to hold my life without you. Your absence hurt me a lot. But ironically i hate the word since i started missing her. My eyes longs to see her face and my ears awaits to hear her words. Why did you left us so soon momma? Where did i go to find you? Who did care me when i become ill? Who did wait for me whole day till i return from school? my little heart fails to understand that you were no more in this world and I can't find you anywhere in this vast world. Once you love been my building block and now your absence ruins my physical metabolism of existence Do you remember that you are always proud for being mother and you said you are blessed to get me in your life. Today you became my curse as you disappeared like a smog. When someone asked me about my mom my throat sobs and heavy breath blocks my wind pipe. Suffocated to hold my breath. my heart completely drowned in my tears and in the phase to book tickets to heaven where you and part of my soul exists.
