HOW DO YOU HEAL FROM YOUR TRAUMAS, Don't let your traumas define you, don't let people's assumptions about you, get the best of you, and don't expect people to understand what is it like to be in your shoes, THE PAIN IS ONLY FELT AND EXPERIENCED BY THE BEARER OF WOUNDS people may sympathies but is that what you want? how dare you let your traumas make you lose yourself to the point that you began seeking validation for your own emotions and feelings you have been feeling all this while? sounds bitter? but it's still better than that traumatic episode that emptied you, bruised you. how dare you let people push your triggers to trigger your paranoia and panic attacks and mind fck you? How dare you let people bring your worst out, in your vulnerabilities to destroy you? These people think they can break you, by bringing your worst out, and then call everyone and say look I told you he is a joker, a psychopath or some shit, I HAD BEEN WORKING HARDEST ON MYSELF TO HEAL, FOR I HAD CHOSEN TO DEFEAT MY TRAUMAS AND TRIGGERS BY SURRENDERING THE LIFE TO GOD, AND WITH SHEER POWER OF WILL, FOR I DESERVE TO LIVE, IN ABUNDANCE AND BE MY BEST, I HAD PUSHED MYSELF THROUGH TEST AFTER TEST AND ALL OF THE ABOVE HAD BEEN MY MANTRAS, TO DEFEAT ALL MY TRAUMAS AND THEIR TRIGGERS.. THEY ARE ALL EXPOSED, BUT NOW NONE CAN IMPOSE, OR INDUCE A SPIRAL DOWN FOR ME TO DECOMPOSE.... ©Akhil Kael road to inner healing #Joker