—Why do you think one hides for? —Because of fears or guilts or maybe playfully like a child. —Why do you think one uses complicated, secretive, little understandable metaphorical sentences unlike the one who clears it with likely similes? —Maybe because they care least about the world. Bleh. You tell, you tell what you are up to? —Hehe. I think, it's the other way round. It's because they fear that if they keep their guilts, fears and insecurities open they will be judged and thus, playfully hide them under metaphors. Fear, guilts, playfulness, insecurities, blah blah blah. I also wonder where my cover ups are gone. I can't write anymore because they are absent. It feels eerie to write something direct but you need to. But why do I write? Well, everything I do spontaneously are for gaining pleasure. Wait. Why am I am giving justifications? Irony. Well there are so many guilts playing at my face these days. Will come back with them once I get back my metaphors. One of Sneha Di's comment made me think this.
