Why do I not feel my home, home anymore. Why do I feel not complete when I hug my dearest Jon-Pie anymore. Why am I not happy when I'm with my family anymore Why am I still so empty when I'm where I'm supposed to be. Even though I know what lies ahead, hardships and void if we'd be together Why do my thoughts of her still linger wherever I go. Why is she so important and special to me. Why do I want to have her which I can never have. Am I going to be like this forever. Am I going to ponder about her and miss her forever Am I going to be miserable forever Am I going to feel this way till I die. What diference is then to be together or be away from each other. What diff is it if I'm going to be hurt and pained either way. What difference is to stay and suffer together then to forget her and move on and even still suffer. It was better if we stayed and fight. It was better to be hurt and stay content together It was better to love each other infinitely then to be away and hurt. It was better we be braver n stronger than to shy away and be not happy. Love is not a wrong belief or the wrong direction. Love is not society or other people. Love is a choice and everyting between two souls. Love is something we can never ever find once lost. Jon.... #smokingkills
