They stay in their Absence. Keep Complaining and Asking If I'm Okay... When they know I am never Okay. I hate Talking Normal. Because what I faced is not Normal! It is the Drum Roll of Doldrums, Playing Wild in my Head even When I'm Asleep. I feel like I'm Dying. They all seem to be Lying. Why'd you have to Come & Save? When You can't be Brave and Stay... I like the Melody of Melancholy. The Sound Chandelier Shattering. Wails of Sorrow Deafening. My Salty Tears becoming Invisible... If I Stop, Then they'll Break me. If I Love, Then They Hate me. If I Leave, Then they'll Taunt and Haunt me. If I Die, Then they'll Celebrate over my Dead Body! So, Baby. Don't worry. I've seen all this Happening. I have no Fears rather than Losing you & me... So If You Ask me? I'll tell you that you are the Best of Me. I really don't want to Loose you like I Lost me. It's Not You Baby, It's Them. I left them. I'm Waiting and Searching for You. ©icarus_11 Not You. It's Them. - Ireen J aka 21st_century_icarus They stay in their Absence. Keep Complaining and Asking If I'm Okay... When they know I am never Okay. I hate Talking Normal. Because what I faced is not Normal!
