At the time it was the craziest thing to think of Not to talk of doing But there I was with my thoughts and prayers To term it struggle is disrespect It was a royal rumble in me Perhaps I was overzealous or ahead of myself To what end was this going to be After all it'd bring sadness and a deep in mood I longed to see God talk to me If You'll have me do this, speak to me And own it with Your chest Sire With my teeth gritted and hands clenched My heart danced so fast as I decided to stand down At that time, I knew that nothing would ruin this resolve With tears in those eyes , I shook my head Grabbed a lung full of air And hoped for the best Whatever comes my way And I wish I did those earlier Because life's been better No Regrets
