wotevah 3/2 (improper but useful) ok i'm good. deleted 26 drafts. useless things don't get a place next to me. solipsism. everything is made by me. illusion huahahahaha. ... let me tame my what ifs. i'm coming up with something happy. poetry? i haven't read anything since months. last thing was Delirium. dystopian but wildly romantic, fiery. i love writing this journal thing, even though it might not be that kind of *serious* writing. so no poetry. i have exhausted my resources. so yeah, what ifs.
