9. I was talking to you in the morning while on walk and you told one of your junior's wife did suicide. We were talking and I said how do people do such things. It's not good to do so. Such an extreme step. And you said baby, there come many points or situations in life when you are at your worst and you take such step. I said then those people won't have their loved ones around who would care for them and share their thoughts or feelings with them. You said believe me I have tried doing it thrice bcoz of my wife. She pissed me off so much that I had to. That time I just shook off that topic thinking you were joking but you said I take promise of God, I did. Then I believed it and forgot about it later until now in the afternoon same day I was watching The Originals where they showed how a boy killed his 13 friends and then himself. Just like a suicide thing and I remembered what you said in the morning. I don't know but I felt an unbearable pain inside me thinking what made you do so and if it's real what you must have gone through. You are an amazing and a pure soul and having to go through all this, I felt really bad. What must have been the reason that you took such a step and how painful it must have been to you. I know you just attempted to do it but couldn't do it thinking about your parents and I feel so proud of you for that. I don't why terrible things happen to good people. I always end up on the conclusion it is just a way of God to make you stronger than before and to make you face the reality. I won't say stay strong or anything else. I want you to know that I am here for you always. Anything you want to share to me, anything you feel a burden on your heart, you can tell me anytime. And if at all there comes a moment in our life that we fight (which I pray shouldn't come) I want you to come to me considering me as your friend complaining about your wife(i.e. me) to me. I would still listen to you keeping my wife side apart. I would love that. And I really feel happy that you share a lot with me. I remember you told me once about the time when you used to give tuition and when that student's mother asked you to do inappropriate things. You told you hadn't told that even to Aparna and it was buried in your heart since long and finally you could say that. I really felt like I was a great friend to you that you felt like sharing that with me. You are an amazing person Rohit and I love you very much. I want to be your wife and yours only in each and every of my births like really. I want to love you this same each time and spent my lifetime with you. And maybe our souls remain connected even after that. I don't know why am I writing all these things all of a sudden but thinking about you makes me write things which I thought I never would pen down. Love you a lot Mau 😘🥰❤️💋 💋 मांगी थी खुदा से मैंने ये दुआ कब से, देना एक हमसफर जो हो अलग सबसे, रब ने मिलवा दिया तुमसे, बोला यही अनमोल हीरा है सबसे। 💋 Rohit4U 🐿️ Hello Mau 😘 Here's another letter for today ❤️🍫🍫
