The time I uttered a prayer was in a temple, join both the hands for pray,I asked god to fix me and when he did not answer I befriended silence in the hopes that my sin would burn and later they will reintroduce me to sancity The moment I was born,my genetic parents thrown me to the garbage as they were ashamed of me and later I was pick by a transgender and became the part of that community. I asked my mother why they thrown me. She said that I was the miracle they can't handle. She also told me that I am different from other and god loves me more and I can grow up to anything I want.