for 13 years we knew each other, her rough times, stood by her, had a panic attack, by the fact, that her mother got diagnosed, with the same lethal MS, she lost her breath, this is a demonic disease I would have, never even imagined for my enemies to suffer its wrath, it doesn't stop at that, over the years as, friendship evolved, it felt like our lives mirrored, each other's from our mistakes to our upbringing, we belonged to families so dysfunctional, our belief systems were broken we would be, found doing 2nd guessing, for the smallest decisions, both of us were magnets to tragedies, both losing friends for the same reasons, as after a while we were just burdens, one new person and we could predict the timing, even the subject holding reasoning, we just knew it, in the early years, we would shed tears, as our wisdom was still not that grown up, all we did was for their best, that we throw up, and make someone get rid of us, a preamtive measure, as we couldn't just take it, the hurt that was to occur, to any new friend, we couldnt stand the pain, that our lives became the burden for our peers, so gulp down few beers and let our fears, steer towards short cut, we cut them off, cause hurt by the spears of verbal desolation, as we thought let's just shorten n make it easier, for these people, the lesser the time the sooner, they'll recover n we saw them do good without us, something we always wished, what could be better??? ©Akhil Kael Let the story begin....part 1. #Rise_by_lifting_others #riseofphoenix #stormofphoenix #true_love #unconditionallove #selfless #Mic
