28th Sept To the love of my life, You are not feeling so good today. Running high with fever and here I am feeling helpless and restless as hell! I can't even come there to take care of you. I am not at all feeling good right now. I want to just come there and take care of you. You know when you didn't pick up the phone which I had rang several times almost 5 times, my eyes got filled with tears and were about to fall when you called and it turned to smiles. You don't know but you have a great impact on my life. And I am so much exhilarated to have you as a part of my life. You picked up the call and just hearing your voice made me much relieved and the next sentence you said was you got fever again and I got much tensed. Wish I could be there to hug you now. I just wanted to see you once. This week again going home, travelling and exhaustion I wish you don't go but they are the duties I know. Just take care of yourself. Today is 21st of July and I am writing this after I talked to you over call. And I couldn't control my tears so ended my letter here itself. This next part below I am writing on 26th July after you pranked me again that you don't want to talk to me ever again and don't dare to call me now. I wanted to talk to you more but you were very ill with high fever and not good for you to stay awake much so I told you to sleep. Will talk tomorrow. Then I was on Yq wasn't able to sleep thinking about you when Shruti came and my mind got little diverted, she made me laugh and I was little ok after that. Even the next day I showed you her comments. But this what to did today saying goodbye and all was not at all good. You know I cry easily when you say such things even knowing it is a prank still you say it and enjoy much making me cry. The moment you cut my call within a second and said don't call me ever again, it was like my world crashed down all of a sudden and I was left to tears. I can't bear the thought of you leaving me and you say that even on call it hurts the most. Please don't say that ever again. Pleaseee... I know you have said you won't leave me ever but when you say it with full seriousness it feels absolutely real and I can't bear it. And maybe till you read this I don't know how many times you would have pranked me till now. But it's fine. It reminds me how much I love you and can't stay without you. And whenever my parents will ask me anything about marriage I will just say your name that I found someone and rest is all in your hands. Then you have to think how to convince them with your so amazing skills that you have so that I can live with you. And yes I love you much much more than I can ever think of. I don't know how, I do. And I am really blessed to have you as a part of my life for which I thank God everyday . And yes don't think of any backup plan I can't tolerate that ever. ओए सुन,
