I want to write, scream and shout But I'm sitting here with this doubt? I hate you for what you've done, But I love you for what you've helped me become, A strong man who will put his foot down. My mind keeps replaying how you played me like a stupid clown. You say I messed up, that I was wrong. I knew what was going on all along on the second night..when we got carried away ... I sat there night after night wondering where you were I should've known you were with him on the 9 September 2019 Holding him the way I should've been held. Now I just wish you'd both burn in hell. I should've seen the emptiness in your eyes, But like an idiot I kept believing your stupid lies. You've scared me for life. How could you do this to your date who genuinely tried to help.. A date who gave you everything? But you just went out and broke the trust .. I see how much to you this help was worth, That you'd just throw me out in the dirt. For the next women I won't be able to open my heart. It doesn't matter how long we've been apart. The way that I liked and cared for you I will never love again. I still ask myself why did this have to end? cry of a man's heart this festival of lights 😘
