//A random list of randomness A random list of randomness: 1) i am sitting in a chair, trying to feel past the burning sensation in my thumb born out of my mouth gnawing at the skin along with the nails. all the while, my lip skin hugging my upper teeth like long lost erasers hidden under sofas and chairs, so i am sitting in a chair. i am trying to grow sanity on my lap. 2) whistle is about to blow. i hope the pressure cooker doesn't give up. i am hungry because i was too exhausted, too unconcerned to have lunch today, so i don't want to skip my dinner. i respect my body. fake it till you make it. 3) today. whole week. i have been consumed by meaningless anger or rather helplessness or a state no one knows of but has gone through. so they understand but you can't speak it. you and i communicate in grunts. it's better than words failing us. but only when words gets stuck at places we can't reach, we let out sounds that showcase our lives better than we do.
