Who am I for real? Is understood to those, Who'll one day stand next to my coffin, But not today, I spare ya from its horrific, Speculations, cuz today, I am done losing, I am done losing what or who I love, But its a reverse hurt when I tried to not hurt, The one I love, with the only intent to never hurt, But preserve, I had no time to rehearse, All I had was a verse unspoken.. A red lie to my own conscience, pained, but, I got stuck in my own curriculum, It said KEEP MY MESS OFF HER, And I did, but I am sorry it wasn't just.. Right or wrong I wasn't thinking.. I couldn't bear the shit I was going through.. Stress n Rattle you up. "An apology" #riseofphoenix #reinvent #nojoto #nojotoevery #nojotoEnglish #rapper #rapology #nojotolike #nojotoFollow #nojototop #nojotobest #nojotoshare #rap #nojotoFollow #apology #sorry #Iamsorry