and then I'm like this both 'feeling' and 'not-feeling-at-all' l hold off on me about it, maybe, it's not the thing I should be delving into plus it's not a fatal question to be answered and also when nobody bothers asking. but me, my core, has it settled? No, it has always left me in the second thoughts, in many 'ifs' followed by many 'buts'. To mount north, I'm in the south, and for this magnetic flux, there hasn't been any compass. I'm stopped by, I'm 'not-feeling-at-all' if it's not a question of death, fair enough it's more than to live and endure, and to feel nothing, l live not at par my days swipe in many temptations yet when comes to it, I'm shunned and raw. I knock, I'm knocking myself to be 'feeling' only to introduce me 'who am I?'. this could probably from a boy/girl struggling with his/her persuasion. #soliloquyyqp #asexuality #yqparentnaama
