You let me run behind the mirage As my littleself was the prey of the demon insides you.. I had lost the boulovard of my dreams and hopes Through your manipulation long ago.. Now that I know I have lost those years in vein How could I just close my eys and stay calm How could I keep myself in my right mind As my heart felt with regrets and guilt How could I help myself to not to spit on my face?? How could I??