History. TW: mention of r*pe ____ She slurps a bit of the raspberry squash in the disposable cup. I slurp my orange juice. She asks me what's wrong, when I wince hard and close my eyes tight for 5 whole seconds. I shake my head and give an embarrassed smile. "There are open scabs on my lips." She scoffs and rolls her eyes. I know she pities me, because I've been the blue person all of high school, but small talk will pass the time without an awkward question answer session.