... There's this strange feeling which all of us in this generation are experiencing, all of us know how it is harmful, futile and absurd too but still we just have accepted it like the fact of the sun rising and setting in a specific direction. We have known all our lives that we can decide what we opt to do and what not and yet experiencing this typical feeling is just so out of our powers that we feel nothing but hopeless. No matter what we have to go through it just makes us keep feeling it and even when everyone keeps telling others about the negative impact of this dangerous thing, none of us ever implement the same. Even right now me and you are both going through it, you are busy wondering what I am talking about and here I am thinking about it and scribbling words like applying butter on the bread. This feeling called pondering, also known as over thinking, scrutinizing things like that is going to make them right and beating a dead horse with almost no gain at all,this pointless feeling where we start imagining things that have not even taken place yet and start feeling like a hollow sky which is well aware of the fact that it has got the stars, the moon, the sun and yet feel sad of being dark intermittently. How sad is the fact that we have got so many things to be happy about, to be grateful about, to be carefree about but all that we choose is to sit and contemplate about the things that would have mattered, would have been better, would have been different and how this green wall and white mug seems interesting right now but not my life! And as I write this down, a thought crosses my mind which makes me ruminate if this color of the wall is called green or not! Let's cerebrate together. -Esha Maken
