i quickly felt attachment coz i was deserted that started fading after you entered, proposal was just to make you mines forever coz i didn't want to lose you ever , tried hearing answers from you coz i feared one day you would be all gone , became desparate coz i thought new place new thing changes many things , felt insecured coz i wanted to be at first place not only as the other half but as the one whom you can think of and carry that smile forever, ill-treated coz i was always a jerk and little i knew how respect is much important than anything else, yes-no confusion coz i was that idiot and impatient, you didn't feel the same as i did coz i was never even close in making you realize who you actually were, i felt you as a family coz i felt that connection which i afraid I'd ever feel again for any, I kept trying same stuffs coz i thought love for love is that easy, I failed coz something was never meant to be , I failed coz i knew my destiny sucks.😊 You had your priorities but i swear i would have done anything to keep you connected with your priorities (career,family etc) ,i cared for you but wasn't able to justify the same .you are still learning so am i but i have learnt a lot from you.still i dream but i have started accepting things with a smile from outside, a bit gloom from inside. I feel the difference now and yes no one to blame for ,all mines .maybe i expect too much ,but will always pat on my back for the feelings i carried throu
