Grief sits next to me and says You are fortunate to be cursed as you've seen all colors of betrayal and werid patterns of relations. You are not rejected but ignored by something worst which you don't deserve dear. You don't need to move on but be happy with your flaws and don't trust anyone even your own shadow. You are beautiful soul with unique thoughts whose first love is dumped and loyalty was examined but you learned a lot. You are inocent angel who lost in faded stars which shine not brightly. You are truly decent and loved only once but broken multiple, it's completely fine. O dear, hug your teady just take a breath and keep a belief everything will happen with reason. Grief sits next to me and says You are fortunate to be cursed as you've seen all colors of betrayal and werid patterns of relations. You are not rejected but ignored by something worst which you don't deserve dear.