|Incomplete Stories of a Complete Smile| "Enjoy at least two things in a day that can't be brought by money", a beautiful thought I recall only when I find the first thing in the whole day to smile at! Just without any reason, just because it existed probably. Smile for myself and the situation to find each other! (Just In Caption) Today I don't know but I think I smiled a lot without any strong memories. Without a hard buildup or a harder setting, maybe that's why the smile felt so natural, so close. Surprises are okay, partying is okay, heavily priced dinner is also okay but I don't want the okay to be a part of my core of existence. I might sound off track and not too well, and so the disclaimer in brackets. I slowly and gradually I felt as if in all this socializing I started digging a void. I might listen to songs and read back a few books but that won't restore the peace I was searching for. It is as if a cover-up for the void. I think I felt nice today because the pressure to feel nice was absent. The trial to cover up myself in front of me was absent. I didn't wake up to see the dawn like all lazy but I like the stare of slow sunshine on my skin after a long time. It filled myself just like the plants I watered. That slow sunshine turned into a thunderless rain. The soft drizzle nourished me with the sight. I love rains even when I have been stuck in floods for days. Rains didn't cause that, we humans did that to ourselves! The soft drizzle calmed me like the poetry of Rain from Class 11th textbook. "Just like the poet receives his message of readers in his own words returning back to him, the same emotion of words does rain bear."
