I'm tired of asking for your shoulders to cry on. Your lap to shrink down. Your back to hide behind. Since you stood strong inside your comfort zone. I had to shut my expectations painfully . I made my tears invisible and masked my pain. May you know nothing about what I'm going through. One day when you lose me, you'll know what you lost to the disaster. Yes, I'm slowly fading out. I'm slowly vanishing... #suicide #suicidalthoughts #wantingtodie #missingmydad #dad #dard #pain #death
