I tried i really did. I did everything i could but i can't get this idea out of my head. Everytime I'm at the terrace of the building looking down i always wonder 'will hurt? all i have to do is take one step' I'm so tired now tired of life itself i can't take it anymore I'm not weak just exhausted I've simply lost hope so today I'm going to find out if it'll hurt... #Lastnote #finalgoodbye #suicideisnotanoption
