12. Today a sweet letter on our talks. Not all will be rondu ones you know. I want to see you happy and smiling from within. Sorry I zoned out for a moment. I was lost in our talks we had today in the morning. Today I felt little different. I mean good wala different but different. You were all so goofy goofy like in good mood. These days I don't know maybe some stress at hospital or something might have happened but you tell me all usually. I am not that a good doc you know. I can't diagnose things so easily but when I thought today I felt that yes something might have happened at the hospital maybe. I remember once you told I don't wanna talk about hospital after coming from hospital. It doesn't feel good. When I talk to you my stress vanishes so I talk to you. And I was like good I am useful to someone atleast. Ok just kidding. I haven't put any laughing emojis here I know. But you should know how I would read this letter in my voice as if I am speaking. So you will know I am in a playful mood right now. Today 24th Feb 2022 and you went back to your home as it is Friday obviously! I like teasing you everytime you go home then you said I am such a poor kid living away from my parents, not able to eat properly and you say such things to me. I like how you playfully say that. Today we talked about innumerable things from our wishes to life to singing songs and many more. It was an amazing talk though there was continuous disturbance happening like the radio but still it was the best. You asked me what wishes you have in your life. I told I wanna go to Warner Bros with you and rest I haven't figured out. You said you must have thought what if I have a bf in future and I wanna do this and that with him. But really I had never thought I would have a boyfriend and even after having him I didn't believe in just burdening him to fulfill my wishes. I would share half half cost with him and so is with you. I don't want to burden you with such stuff. I will think about my remaining wishes and tell you later. Then I asked you about your wishes. You said I want to live life happily, nothing else. That is really rare. Not all people thinking so simple life and it takes a great deal to say I want to live a happy life. I said what are your wishes with me? You told I wanna go to old age homes and donate them on your birthday. I smiled on hearing that. You are a good human being when we say na mujhe bada hoke ek acha insaan banna hai. You are that acha insaan not ideal that much but yes you are. Now you will ask why am I not ideal! Bcoz ideal means without any flaws. According to me you don't have any but that's bcoz I love you. There might be some according to others bcoz no one is ideal in this world. Leave this ideal thing. You are perfect for me and according to me so nothing else matters. Then you said I wanted to have a happy life with my whomsoever that girl maybe whom I love which is you, not any sadness, maybe there might come days of sadness bcoz not all days are happy. But I don't want it to be devastating. I want to travel the world with you and have sex in all countries of the world. You are an Idiot Rohit complete Idiot but you are my Idiot and I love you a lot for the person you are. I am happy, blessed, grateful, fortunate to have found you in my life and that too so early. I wish to be with you forever. I love you 3000 Mau ❤️🥰😍😘😘 ❤️तेरे दिल की धड़कन बनना चाहती हूं तेरी हूं बस तेरी ही बनकर रहना चाहती हूं।❤️ Rohit4U 🐿️ Have an amazing and a splendid day Mau 😘🥰❤️ We are getting closer to your birthday 🥳🥳🎉🍫🍫 Yayyy 🥳🥳
