And at the end...! There were days when I couldn't come out of bed. Scared? Na did not have enough strength. There were days when I want to scream out loud... That things are not getting better anymore. Shutting doors, closing windows or messy room! People around me, are not welcoming. And at the end, I see myself sitting in a corner alone... Without any thought in my head, as if just brain dead. Every happy day came in my way like a painful memory. Dreams are almost shattered and are replaced by bad nightmares. My poetry requested me to bleed through words... While the days of depression were smiling from the corner! Praying God each moment to help me heal this pain. What if someday I wake up with all my scars visible to the world. Will I be able to take all the judgemental thoughts? I beg words every day to help me stand for myself. The situations I handled, the trauma I lived! The problems I suffered, the dreams I forgot! And in the end, nothing among them mattered... Except the life, I lost while worrying about each of them. #bindu #B #pain #love #life #peace #depression
