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I know I take time to understand things. I know I

I know I take time to understand things.
I know I am complicated to be understood.
I know I can't pronounce the words clearly which makes me the center of laughter for some people sometimes.
I know I am judged because of un-fair looks.
I know I am behind this world.
I know I am laughed at because of my attire. 
I know my life will end in shame because I am not perfect enough for the people of this earth.
And I know I look outside the window and think all this because I am empty of other thoughts because all these things have controlled me.
I have only one desire now and that is to sleep. To sleep till all these thoughts die within me. To sleep till I find peace. To sleep till this world stops counting me in its population anymore.. #Fed#up#with#life
I know I take time to understand things.
I know I am complicated to be understood.
I know I can't pronounce the words clearly which makes me the center of laughter for some people sometimes.
I know I am judged because of un-fair looks.
I know I am behind this world.
I know I am laughed at because of my attire. 
I know my life will end in shame because I am not perfect enough for the people of this earth.
And I know I look outside the window and think all this because I am empty of other thoughts because all these things have controlled me.
I have only one desire now and that is to sleep. To sleep till all these thoughts die within me. To sleep till I find peace. To sleep till this world stops counting me in its population anymore.. #Fed#up#with#life