Sometimes I too wish to be a normal girlfriend. With whom you can fight as much as you can. Without you fearing about me letting the sharp objects kiss my skin. What am I supposed to do? I'm trying my best to overcome everything for you. But still you want me to heal quick. I'm ready to give you my everything. I just wish someone would understand behind all those fake smile I'm scarred. And behind my long sleeve there resides some bleeding cuts wanting to leave a scar. I know you deserve better. Should I fight further hard or should I let you go and drown in my sorrow? Without any answers my tears run drown damping my cheeks and drenching my pillow. I'm sorry for not being perfect to your perfect self. I'm trying I'm trying yet sometimes control is beyond my hands. #pain #cuts #scars #blood #bruises #mentalillness #idontwanttolive #suicidalthoughts
