at midnight i woke up, dampened in sweat bruising my palms with long fingernails; in a hope, for i could hold onto that taste of spring sugar you left on my lips, or i could drown deep to fill that void you left in my chest or i could ease my throbbing heart a little longer by singing that song you left in my breaths but i could not. it was not in my gasp to reach my overcooked brain didn't stand a chance against that forbidden illusion (almost real). you were achingly beautiful though.. with those intense ebony stare 🖤 #obscure_scribbling #yqbaba #yqdidi #yqdidi5 #illusionvsreality
