#NationalEducationDay Am I the only one you hate .?? Am I the only one you give a cold shoulder.? I know its just God and his silly plans... I realize it more as I grow older.!! I'm chained to something,which holds me down.!! I run from my problems and you bring them around. They telll me to face them all with a pretty smile.! But how can I , when my insecurities are standing within half a mile.! When i decide to start from scratch , you fail them all.!! Bringing obstacles around me , some small some great.. I'm in pain , for I was kicked around.! They tell me that you're just testing me to measure my faith.!! I've always believed in your existance . But sometimes when things are a mess , I berserk ., You just want us to live happily.. And all of the above is the devil's work.!! Tell me if you relate?!!!