Where should I begin, what should I say? I wonder, if you're, alright? B'coz the last time we spoke.. you didn't seem alright... but that's not my place anymore.. so,I can't ask.... I'm still full of questions.... I ain't really sure... if, I'll have enough time to ask... Do you ever wonder about me? like, the way I wander about you? I just wanna know..... Did you actually care about me? Or was it really just a game? Like you befriended me & then it became a legit Things went wrong in our own lives & we just got stuck & then you decided you didn't need me anymore and you needed a reason A reason to shut me out Then I wouldn't be trying to call you, right? Coz, I really meant nothing to you... & that's what it was, right? & if it's not true then tell me how it's not true... I can't even pretend, That what it was has never happen. After a year or half, I found myself calling you a memory... I never wanted that.. cause I wanted us to last, you know? I want a future But you just didn't want that anymore... N' when it comes to me.. you were just that one to me... whom I could just tell everythin' & I need not to think over in.. one more thing, where I'm always stuckin' in ... If I were a stranger ... Or you were just fuccin' in... why did you hide everything in spine? why you never told me, I was wasting my time... Look, I just wanna know ... If you're happy without me ? I will probably never get over you... The thought of giving my all to someone who isn't you.... Is too much pain to bare... I just hope you know, how much I care how much I care something Missing
